i can't write seriously here because all the stupid rules, "no-free-to-speech rules" (I have for example get "level 26" 7-8 times but always have I been banned temporaly for days and lost points for no reasons.

Anyway, what can I write here, and why do I write here, whats the point? I write to myself like a da*n diary. The clock here I live is 07.13 in morning and I've been up all night & yesterday - Why didn't I slept tonight? Because 2 reasons:

1) I have feeling "dumb" and still does- I never feel "dumb" - NEVER in my life, whatever I do, I just give a cr..p. But yesterday evening I f******d up everything pretty good, and for the first time in my life I feel dumb. I can't write much about it here but it's about a girl I REALLY LIKE, she is an angel, but I shocked her pretty good (I think) ysterday because I was so st*on*ed. Sh****T! I am still st*on*ed like hell, and everyone sleeping right now except me, I have nothing to do and I am afraid that she will leave me now & and if she does everything will be f****d up! Time to take some candy Bye peace out

2) Don't remember

Mmmkay? Yea. This day I am dead tired, but in some twisted reason I just don't go to bed, I've been up now for almost 2 days but keep fighting to non-sleep. Don't ask why. And move yea, I maybe will move from this cuckoo's nest I live in, I will move with a girl so I guess it will not be so much playing anymore then, but I ain't sure when I will move, maybe Januari 27 or later, but maximum in 6 mounths I guess. PS. The girl is very sexy and I wanna play with her

Why not own all?

Now I own ALL the three "systems" - All three consoles

Playstation 3, Xbox 360 & Wii - So I can play for example exclusive games without "problemo". yea ....