Hey guys.....Wow It's uhh been along time. Sorry I left for a while I had to straightin some things out in my life. Its all good now. Ive just been doing the same stuff as usual. I've been meaning to do this for about a week but I've just been sick as hell. Like when I cough It feels like someones stabbing me. It sucks but I'm getting better so whats up with you guys?

So bassicly I feel like I want to die. My mom whom I thought I could trust found out every little secrete about me that I never would tell her. Now she can't trust me I can't tust her she never will look at me the same way I don't know what to do. Talking won't work to awkward.

Ok so since my last blog post stuff is back to normal but I just have a lot of stuff going on in my life right now and I don't really have time for anything anymore. I met this one person and she is cool one of my best friends but she ruins everything drives me in to this paranoid stressed out person. When she comes to me for a favor I do it when she needs money, some one to talk to I'm there but she doesn't return the favor and when she does she is pissed off about it and then I feel bad for making her mad and then I think about it for the next few hours as I hear my friends talking **** on her a chain smoking **** and I can't take anymore. I don't know what to do. Some other little stuff is going on. but nothing big

On a brighter note I was in P.E and I therew a shoe to my friend across the room and when I did that a really bad pain went threw my arm and they said I pulled a muscle. So I can't take the pain anymore so I get to leave early and when I go to the doctor in pain they tell me I dislocated my shoulder. I had to have a IV knockout medicine why they poped my shoulder back in place. Now I'm stuck in a stupid sling for a week or a month depending on how fast it heals. This is only the second day with it and I'm already tired of it.
So I really don't know if I'm leaving I can't decide.