I'm 21 and I'm stuck. I spent 2 years in college only to realize I don't like college. I worked two years in BB only to get laid off because of the economy. I've been single for over a year because I'm not lucky at all in that department. So now I am what I've always feared I would be. A hopeless loser, typing a blog in the middle of the day bored to death just waiting for one of her friends to get out of work. It should be easy for me to find a job right? Nope. No one wants to hire anyone around here. So now it feels as tho I'm only living for... wow.. I don't even know anymore.
^^^ Jeez... that's so depressing. It's strange. I'm usually not like this at all. I'm the one always trying to cheer someone up. But that heavy feeling on my heart won't go away.
Life isn't going great for me now, but I could be worse off. Sry if I sounded like a emo loser weirdo chick. I just needed to spill it out.