
heyy wassap! short blog before I head off to skoo x-x
For the very first time this year, my family got together at the dinner table for some grubbing. Instead of having the usual Turkey, we opted for some seafood and Dimsum. I think my dad still has anger issues but maybe its just cause he's asian. Asian people like to yell when they talk, he has a mean face so it always look like he's mad at somebody. I'm glad that part of me is receptive :p
Anyways, black Friday was a perfect reason to break out the cash to get some really random things on sale. I've managed to buy a handful of DVDs (Season 1-3 House, Season 1-2 Rurouni Kenshin, Kairo, Dark Water, Shutter, Magic Knight RayEarth Complete) and a handful of PS3 games (Assassin's Creed, Uncharted, Dead Space, Disgaea 3, Rainbow Six Vegas 2) Oh and I also got laptop!Wooooo!
I was down at Wal-mart with some friends and it felt like the DMV. The lines were crazy long, i'm glad that I ordered most of my products online. People were actually getting trampled to death and injured over a freaking XBOX 360. There was also a traffic jam inside the store's entrance and exit. It's amazing how some people can get stuck in a one way exit.
Did anyone else went shopping for hours online or got lost inside a store?
ps, sorry for not being very active, skoo and work is a pain!
Hello!
I want to thank everyone again for comforting me when I needed help, I really appreciate it. Alot of stuff has happened since my last blog. I've lost alot of weight, my grades started to drop, and my mind has been in complete denial for weeks over this game called love.
Even so, I'm slowly getting over it and starting to feel better about myself (:
So today i've went shopping to the mall with my friends and realized that Dead Space and Silent Hill Homecoming is already out on the PS3! I think i'm ready to give video games another try cause games are fun to have around and they don't reject people. And if I ever get tired of them, I can just leave them and no one gets hurt xD. No im just kidding, i'm startin to get back into my gaming groove so i have a few games on mind.
Silent Hill homecoming,
Dead Space,
Rockband 2,
Little big Planet,
Persona 4.
I know some of you guys have at least played one of these games above or at least know about them. Which games would be your Top 2 and why? I'll be getting these games by next week so please offer a helping hand (:
ps. poison pink, ar tonelico 2, and eternal sonata are not on my wanted list cause I don't think they are worth it. I heard Valkyria Chronicles is released on the PSN in the US so i'll be downloading that soon :]
please don't read it if you can't handle cuss words.
It happened this morning, when we exchanged our personal informations and confessed our true feelings toward eachother. It all happened so fast but it felt really good inside and I felt this was the person that i've wanted to spend the rest of my life. So tonight I was waiting for his call and we talked on the phone for hours and hours. I've opened up and told so many personal things in my life that I wouldn't even tell my very best friend. I felt so vulnerable but I felt this person was the one who I can trust. He then asked me in a calm voice "do you think cheaters will ever change?", I replied "cheaters will never change, they should all just die!" (I snapped...) . His voice tone changed and he got furious. He then proceeded on telling me that he's in a relationship with someone for years and proceeded making me feel like SH!T. I couldn't take it anymore, i remained quiet and he told me "sorrie". We sat there quiet for a good 5-10 minutes. I was bleeding so much inside, but I didn't want to show him that I was desperate and easy. I told him I had to go to sleep, and he told me he'll call me back friday. we hung up.......
And then my heart shattered ....
I't all happened so fast...
"you seem like you've been in alot of relationships" He smiled at me and told me he loved me, but tonight he repeatedly said "sorry".
Does sorry solve anything? How STUPID! Im bleeding so much inside and a simple 5 letter word is suppose to heal 4 months of memory? FK U
Or... im just terrible with relationships. I can be soft and sweet, but i'm also very honest with my words and it can be blunt at times but WTH is his problem for getting mad at me. I feel like i can't see him anymore and I just want to rip my heart out and never get into another relationship ever again.
I really don't have anything left inside me to offer...especially after that fool took it and threw it all away. I feel like I don't know him anymore, and it's been 4 months since we met. He tells me hes going to call me again this weekend......
should I tell him...."I'm sorrie but... I was just kidding... I don't love you"? I don't want to get even, I just want things to be the way they used to be before....but it seems too late......
*sigh*
It's my fault for being too easy going and trusting.....
Ecstasy is a B1tch....i don't know what I should do about him...
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