Ladies and gents, welcome again to my next installment of the thing we call a blog entry!

No... I don't have any fancy, insomnia induced, sleep deprived, 3AM written poems for you guys. Instead I'd just like to update you on my life right now.

I recently finished school (and by recently I mean like a few days ago) so all the pressure and stresses of that are gone for the summer. I think I did pretty well in everything except for english class because my teacher was a real b-word. The only good thing that came out of this is the fact that I don't have to ever take an english class again in my life. Hoorah!

I've been pretty much hanging out with friends this weekend and on Xbox Live. L4D still feels unfinished for me so I'll be playing it a little while longer, then I'll get back to Halo 3 and maybe a little GTA4 just to mess around.

I am contemplating getting some new games for the summer. I think Mass Effect will be one of them since I'm a fan of good RPG style games and that looks like it would be. I think I might also get Prototype, seems like an awesome game when you're angry If anyone has any games to suggest, I'm all ears.

To the fellow stalkers of the SKS, I apologize for my absense lately, I've been very very very VERY busy with school and finals and aside from popping in every once in a while, I was unable to do much. That's all gonna change however as I'm pretty much free now. If I'm not on during the day,I will of course be on late at night as I am a zombie and do not sleep

Other than that, I've been looking to purchase a new car recently. It's gonna probably be a used bad boy because I don't have that much money lol and I'm trying to keep the price under 10k. Do you guys have any suggestions?

Anyway, that's about it for me right now... life's been ok. Everything's good. Hope the rest of you have been good. I'll see you guys around on the forums and hopefully on Xbox Live if you get a chance to.

I'll be back with another update some other time.

Life just isn't easy these days. Study destroys the mind, to keep you guessing. I was a bookworm and a nerd, yet I followed that lifestyle with pleasure. I was social enough to widen the walls of my boredom. My mind kept racing back to that need. For you see, as humans, we all need. We like to feel in the same way we like to sleep in during the morning rush.

As with all sorrow, my story begins with a tear. It begins with love, and it ends with a tug of my strings. I knew nothing about the concept when I came to, yet I learn quickly, and through that method I have adapted. I am not noble enough to acquire beliefs in my wisdom however I am wise in my experience. The girl, she melted in my arms. It was like a fairytale. One that begins with a happily ever after and ends with a conflict. Have you ever heard of such a tale? I have. That tale, is my life.

I have wandered far and wide across the galaxy of my universe, searching for hope, and hope I did not find. Instead, I found something better. I found a use for my existence. That tyranny was overcome by pure wishfulness. I was not obsolete in my world anymore. And the best part of it all... was the thought of that feeling being shunned my way. I was not alone after all. I had found my match. This is where the shadows fall. The sky, so dark and cold, grew fonder upon my face. I had exceeded my passion, and alas, it was not in tune.

Over a year went by as my passion fell deeper and deeper into the pit of sorrows, where no man returns. I had loved once. That was that and this is now, however I knew better. Yet, I fear I didn't. As the walls came tumbling down I created a barrier around myself, hoping to shield my inner justice. However the clouds of change were all around my eyes. Raindrops fell to the cold hard floor. I had lost this fair game, and a loser I have become.

Charlie Brown once said, "Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love." Oh how right you were. These feelings won't light my way anymore. I have tried time and again to fuel my heart into the state of right and yet, I feel despair. Confrontations are made to break down the asylum of my mind. These walls are far too cracked to retrieve any truth. Someday, maybe she'll come back to me. I fear for the future as I have always. The anxiety has been killing my ego and my pain is reflecting. It shines onto me tenfold like a sun in a mirror.

When I look into that mirror, I see nothing. There is no embodiment of my woes, only the lingering shadow that falls upon my eyes. I see pain in my eyes. Perhaps the mirror just needs a good wipe... but maybe not. I don't know how long this will go on, and the stars are dimmer tonight. Perhaps when my mirror is done cracking, I can start reattaching. For all the world to care, for all my heart's content, I am no more tonight. This is who I am and tonight, I am not. My troubles have excessive force, but let them pass me by unafflicted. I look up to the sky, as I always have. Gods of love and anguish, won't you make my troubles dissappear?

Back again with another blog here so I'll update you guys who care to read on a few stuff.

First off, finals are officially over for me. I do have a project to do and to show up to 2 classes again, but the testing is over. I'm relieved. This means that I get about a month and a half off from college to do whatever I please. This will likely involve a lot of gaming and snacks.

Second, the holidays are coming up. I don't know exactly what Santa's gonna be bringing this year but my girlfriend is helping out the gaming cause by donating Halo 3 into the mix as well as a neat rocker chair thing. It's one of those gaming chairs that rocks when you sit on it and has wireless speakers in the headrest. It's gonna be a lot of fun this winter gaming with you guys. I do plan on getting Xbox Live as well for the holidays so I'll be online a lot.

Continuing, I recently got a new HDTV in my room. It's only 32 inches, but it gets the job done . I also got an HDMI cable to hook up my 360 to and it looks beautiful on the sleek LCD screen. I truly enjoy gaming more than ever now because visually it looks stunning. I recommend it to all who can afford to shell out some extra money for an HDTV and an HDMI cable.

I would also like to thank some of the members at the SKS Union for cheering me up. Lately I've been in some bad moods due to school, work, overwhelming stress, things like that and it's nice to be able to hang out at a place like that where everyone is sarcastic and fun. dQ you're a great guy, beard and all and thanks for inviting me to the Union. The1, Smitti, Dan, Wolves, MAFFSTER (happy? ) everyone else I forgot thanks for making GameSpot fun again. As you may or may not know before I came to that union I was out of GameSpot commission for over a year. I was still posting here and there but not to the level of belonging anywhere so I really felt left out until now. Being a big gamer I was quietly turned into a casual gamer with everything going on in my life so it's nice to be able to go back to the way I was again.

I can't wait to be able to game with some of you guys on Xbox Live. It's gonna keep me from going insane this winter

Also, I wanna wish everyone a safe and fun winter break. Happy holidays, Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanzaa, Happy Chanukah, Happy whatever else you celebrate, and Happy New Year guys. Until next time I blog, take care.