lately ive been really depressed. my bestfriend in the whole wide world told me that ever since my break up with my x boyfriend a year ago i havent been the same. and im afraid to say it but i think she's right. i dont understand how a relationship that lasted for 2 months could have such impact on me. he really broke me. ive changed a lot but all i really want is to be back to the way i was. i know ive been gone for a while but words of encouragement from my online buddies could really help. i dont want to jinx it but ill really try to be back to the way i was and i really think blogging like i used to could really help me. so there. this is my way of saying that im gna be blogging more... and after this i promise not to talk about my depression so please bare with me. thanks you guys.