i dated tonic...

he was really nice and he was such a gentleman i was so scared to date him coz i thought he was planning on molesting me hahah im just exageratingbut still... he's way ahead of me experience wise and age wise.... he's 21 im 17... i really dontknow how to feelabout apex' reaction... (note: he doesnt know yet)... i dont know if i want him to findout or not.... the truth is i like tonic... revenge or no revenge... i dont want apex to find out coz i dont want him to ruin this coz ifhe finds out and he disaproves tonic myt stayaway from meand i so donot want that! but i dont really care about his reaction... just as long as it doesnt affect me and tonic's relationship....i still dont want to fall in love with tonic coz i know he's not looking for anything serious right now and im ok with that... hes a really cool guy and i have fun with him and for now i guess thats all that matters i dont really care what apex thinks about me anymore... he is ancient history (note: the model dumped him! coz according to her he was turning all **** on her hahahha!)

...and we kissed hehehe

random quote:

spying... he's in your thoughts youre in his bushes it all evens out