That mission is to try and bring back the spark that use to be in gamespot. I'm officially back (until the next exams come up) and going to do a blog every weekend. I'm going to be cutting my friends list, taking off people I hardly knew or simply aren't around anymore.

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Short blog for those that don't like long ones

• For those that don't know, I have two mates in real life. BeanZ (girl) is moving into her new flat and is 23 weeks pregnant and RuntyGorillia (Runty for short) is was an ex, now my closest mate.
• I use to have a bad image waaayyy back but I'm changing it
• In my gaming life, use to be a Nintendo fanboy, now opening up. Have a tonne of retro games and trying to find... I think it's Final Fantasy 6 or something... gah, someone correct me, I can't work out roman numerals. It's the one with cloud and sephiroth in and apparently the FF game of all time.
• My dog is still attacking people
• School exams are over and I haven't got a clue what to do in the future really.

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Long blog for the people that... can be bothered?

So firstly, its time to point out some major things about what has been happening in my life. I don't know whether I have mentioned these or not but repeating myself won't do any harm, especially since there are some people who may not remember me... I'm looking at you jerk lol

So first off, I have two true mates in real life. I mention them a few times. One's a b**** and one is an ex.

BeanZ is my female true friend and she's a pure 100% hater of everyone for stupid reasons. She's racist, sexist, ageist... she spits on beggers, chavs, grebos, classmates, people that aren't close to her skin colour (I did mntion she was racist, right?) people that jeer at her she bites (she's even hit a policemen). She hates pretty much everything... Well, except her sister, her boyfriend, me, her bunny Manson and her unborn girl. Yeap, BeanZ is now 23 weeks pregnant and she's recently got a council flat in a very rough area mind (for those that don't know what a counci house is, in England people without jobs for a solid reason get given a place to live, in this case, she's a pregnant teen who was going to be kicked out fairly soon). She sticks up for me when people are giving me a hard time. I can be very cold but I never go looking for a fight or indeed defend myself with words. I try to avoid and walk away but sometimes people get to me too much and BeanZ is my heroin? lol

Then there is the lad. He comes on... er... I dunno if he still comes on gs or not but basically RuntyGorillia and I use to go out. It lasted for four months (and we do know each other in real life, goes to my school)but in the end us being best mates worked out a lot better.I mean, there aren't many people to go talk to about pokemon and sonic, that kind of thing, and he's always a good listener and shoulder to cry on (not literally but you know what I mean). He's better at Halo than me, I'm better at Zelda than him. Pokemon... has got very competitve and so far has become a tie between us. We're very much alike... except he's a boy and owns a 360... and that he isn't scared of resident evil... like someone... *cough*

I use to come on here a lot and at the start had a... bad image really. Think I sorted it out now, so it's all good.

I own a tonne of retro consoles and handhelds (although all Nintendo since I use to be a fanboy). I personally own a Wii and XBox. And yes, I do have Super Smash Bros Brawl and yes it does rock but... stupid dual layer disc, it has the smallst scratch in the world but it's from the centre to the bottom so now it doesn't work. It's a brilliant game though I'm now forced to play Melee these days. I own a tonne of pokemon games. I tried to get into final fantasy games and the remake of FFIII was brilliant, FFXII is a pile of BS (sorry fanboys). Now I'm trying to find the FF game with cloud and sephiroth in it as apparently that is the equavilent of LOZOoT for the legend of zelda series. Anyway, enough talk about gaming as I'll be updating my gaming list soonish.

I also have a cavalier king charles spaniel. He's my baby but me mothering him too much has turned him vicious. He has to protect me. He's a defender, snarling at five year old children that look dangerous or barking at the deadly birds and cats (this is sarcam by the way people). It's become a problem and many times has almost got his put down. It's not his fault, I have only myself to blame.

I might be kicked out of school since I may not have passed enough exams. My parents want me to go to university, mates telling me I should quit school now, brothers telling me I should seek an appreticeship and me slap bang in the middle confused as hell. All I want to do is get a high paying job that I'll enjoy and live in hope of owning my own third party gaming company.

I think I have covered everything...

Last thing, MSN, always on it. Catch me on TheRogueAngel@hotmail.co.uk ok? Brilliant.