The blog before this one is the proper blog. This blog is just a link to the two videos I said I'd upload... except I don't know how to make it so you can view it straight away, so you'll have to click on the link.

http://uk.gamespot.com/users/the_tomboy/video?tag=profile-nav;videos

There has been a heatwave in England and I've been stressed and annoyed because of it. Hello people, wecome to my happy blog ... go away you nasty sun!

Short blog

• There has been a heatwave in England
• Oh, last weekend when I went to the party, I didn't dance and I fled from it an hour before it was over, yay me
• Been a volunteer in school helping younger year groups with movie making using WoW and I made a movie during it (I'll put it up here to show).
• Fell out with Runty and then made up, we're mates again
• Summer holidays in 2 weeks

The blog you want to really read

Ok, so first off, there has been a heatwave in England. Usually in this country, the heat comes for about two weeks in August. Mother nature never plays by the rules though and instead it's been close to 30 degrees celsius all this week and even today! i watched the news and laughed though because they were going how tragic it was. "People are becoming sick and the NHS is giving out tips on how to cope... two police dogs died in a van" WTF? The NHS needs to give tips to the police, not us! It's as bad as when they released huge posters which took you 10 minutes to read about how to wash your hands. Yeah, RIP dogs though, they didn't deserve to die like that... I'd like to lock the police in a van and put them near to death.

Next thing, the party... it went... badly. Bascially, it was my collegues engagement party and all the work members were invited. The biggest mistake I made was the fact it was an engagement party and oh bother, I forgot who she's getting married too! So the card was messed up because I just put her name in it and since I havn't got a clue what she likes, I shoved some money in and prayed she wouldn't hate me. To tell you the truth, I was planning on jumping out the car and crying "I don't want to go in there, I'll say sorry to her later". I never do well in crowds and there was a good hundred in that place (and it wasn't exactly big either). I was too afraid to go up to the bar to get a drink because a group of lads were hanging around it. I also have a bad habit of hugging onto things when I'm nervous and I hugged my tissues to death! Then my manager comes in with her baby girl... I... can't... cope... with... that... One of the workers was telling me "don't you think she's the most sweetest thing?" and I'm thinking in my head "just shut UP!" Then the girl waddles over to me and waves infront of me and THAT'S when I run to the bar to get myself a drink. I can't go near young girls, ok? Anything above two, I'm ok... just not really lil girls. So half way through the party I'm clinging onto my handbag and breaking half the strap as the half-drunk work mates ask me to dance. I'm shaking my head, I can never dance in front of people.It all gets too much and so I tell them that I need to get going and leave early. Guess what though, I'd go to another party because that's what normal people do

In school they do these "innovation weeks" and I was forced to do volunteer hours (I'm aware of the irony). There were quite a lot of choices though, I could do flower arranging, fashion shows, coaching for a football team. In the end, I chose the cource which involved playing world of warcraft on a private server and filming it wit fraps to create stories. While the rest of the volunteers simply helped by being "game masters" (equavilent of moderators) I helped out a small group of students who are... er... not "normal"? bah, there's no nice word and I dislike how they are always followed by an assisstant who treats them like they're morons! Well they're not you stupid people, in fact, the group came up with some extremely good sotryboards and ideas. I was the camera-women for them and the video editor. In the end, I thought they were the best (bias me). I was also a GM though and it was fun kicking and banning people lol. Yeah, I made a movie, just messing about with video techniques. I'll put it up later, probably in it's own blog.

I fell out with Runty. It's happened a few times actually, we've had arguments over such stupid things and then giving each other the cold shoulder for days. I'm not sure weather to blame it on stress or the heat... I really don't know but I just want him to know that he's my best mate and since he's leaving my school, please let us not argue in the future, Let's just have epic pokemon battles and lol at chavs.

The summer holidays for me are in 2 weeks. I hard Americans get over a hundred days... I could be wrong... Well I get six and a half weeks holiday and duing that time I plan on finishing my website, working for my Dad a little and lots of babysitting, yay... I'm going to die...

That's about it... Oh, I'll be posting a video up of Toby soon. It's a recent one and his fur was trimmed since it's summer so he looks a little different from the photos that are already up in previous blogs.

This blog is going to be long but first, sorry for not commenting on peoples blogs. it looks like I still a really busy lately.

The short blog

• I havn't heard from BeanZ so I don't know hw she is. I could phone her but then again...
• I realised maybe I'm a bit too cold... or in fact sick in the head
• I've been looking into Univerisities all over the place
• I'm going to a paty tonight and er... I don't do well at parties...

Here is the actual blog!

Firstly, I'd like to say I havn't seen BeanZ since she moved into her flat. I could go to her parents house but it would seem odd. A few of my things are around there, some GC games and some small accessories but still, I don't want to go over. BeanZ also owes me a bit of money... a lot of money. She keeps saying she'll pay back but I already know I'm never going to see it again. I could phone her, see how she is. I could even send a text... but I don't see a lot of point...She's not who she use to be. i know when I write about her in this blog, I talk about how she gets into fights and is always shown as a bit of a b****. Do you know what turned her into that though? She blames it on her parents, society, bullies, bad education, her ADHD. She's even blamed me at times and thrown her anger at me. But in the end, she's the one that's done this to herself! In the past, we'd be in middle school, singing and doing dance routines. She dreamed of singing in front of thousands, she wanted to be the next big thing. She has lied so many times and can never see another persons point of view. I use to be able to ask her for help, she use to be my shoulder to cry on, she use to stick up for me, she use to make me laugh but she also use to hit me, throw me down stairs, mock me and hurt me. I've tried to help her. I've tried to get her help to get off of drugs and tobacco, to teach her how to be a singer, what it would take. I did the research for her and lent her money. When she was twelve and that american man... she didn't learn, she didn't care. If she wants my help I'll give my advice, I'll still be her shoulder but all I really hope is that her unborn child be safe and well.

Although, when I say those kinds of things about BeanZ, I also have to look at myself... I was going to put up why but it came out all wrong so I edited it out. If you want to know, pm me but... basically I have gorey fantasies.

Yeah, I been looking into going Universities and first thing is first, to all of my American mates... WTF! The tuition prices are huge, how does anyone afford them?! Seriously, is it only snobs and arrogant people with already pots of cash that get to go? That's awful! And I thought 3,000 odd sterlin pounds was high a year. ...ok, rant over lol. Yeah, I might be going to University since I want to be a games designer so much. Does anybody know any good ones? I've looked through two properly so far and Wolverhampton seems to be the better one. Still, I'd like to know.

Finally, I'm going off to a party and it's my employers engagment party. She invited all of the colleagues but damn, I don't know how to dance or even how to act. Anybody want to post a few comments to help me before 8 my time? Please?

ah well, I've got work to do, bye