I have been extremely busy. Sorry people.

The short blog (for lazy people)

• My A levels are going downhill and I have been desperately trying to get them back up.
• Being a games designer will have to be done in my spare time, not as a career (yet)
• University looks expensive
• Proberbly won't get into University anyway
• Seeking an apprenticeship in the business world... and not going well so far.
• Havn't spoken to RuntyGorillia in a while (oops)
• BeanZ had her little girl in October. I saw her, she's beautiful.
• I went on a school trip to Barcelona (Spanish (European) city).
• Writing a novel

The detailed blog

Right, so my A levels havn't been going well. For you that don't know what A levels are, they're qualifications needed to get into University. Anyway, after the fisrt year of doing them they are really low. D's and E's... that's not good. C is the average (although most people fail them so...). I am retaing my Business and Art exams and I have dropped biology (hated it).

Next thing. Being a games designer is not going to happen. Well, it could happen. I could be creating the visuals to games for big companies like... a rock... and a tree... and another rock... for five years. Hell no! I want to create my own games. Therefore it shall be a hobby instead of a career.

University looks extremely expensive. Like, really too expensive. Ok, so I know the gouvernment will lend me the money but even so. At te very least I'll be in deb of 15,000 sterling pounds! And then I wouldn't even know if I could get a job.

And of course, I doubt I could get into University. So many people applying to the local one and I do not have anything special about me at all.

So then plan B is seeking an apprenticeship. I actually much prefer that idea. I don't want to be sat at a desk doing more school work, no. I really want to get started into work and doing something! Plus I would be getting money. You know, I would much prefer that than going to University.

I havn't spoken to Runty in a while. Ever since he has been to college I just... feel awkward going to speak to him or talk to him. I know I shouldn't but... it just does feel that way. I read his blog to see what he has been up to. Sounds like you're having a whale of a time in college.

Oh, Beanz gave birth to a little girl. It was kind of scary I mean, she was round my house and left. An hour later she went into labour. She could have gone into labour at my house! Eeek! I saw her two days after that and she is so cute. That was the last time I saw BeanZ though. It's because her baby looked too much like my deceased sister. I'll wait until she grows up a bit, then visit again. Besides, she is really busy. Oh, boyfriend is still with her.

I went on a trip to Barcelona. I'll talk about that in another blog. I am also writing a proper thriller novel (sci-fi/thriller but not about aliens and space ships).

Anyway, I hve business to do so I will see you around gs'ers.

How is everyone? There really isn't anything new so this blog is short... for once.

In a week my summer holiday will start, after summer holiday, Josh will be moving on to college and BeanZ will be giving birth a month after that.

I just thought,I'll let this be a "post a question" blog. Anything really, go ahead.

The blog before this one is the proper blog. This blog is just a link to the two videos I said I'd upload... except I don't know how to make it so you can view it straight away, so you'll have to click on the link.

http://uk.gamespot.com/users/the_tomboy/video?tag=profile-nav;videos