I upset one of my friends today. She always corrects everything i say and interrupts me when i talk. Normally i'm fine with it, but this was the last straw. I was talking to some friends about what happened in fifth grade on the bus. We waved to a lady that was behind us and she waved back. then we did a peace sign and it was just hilarious. when we turned and and she didn't, she stuck her hand through the sun roof and waved. but when i was telling the story i accidentally said moon roof. when i said that, one of my friends said, "Don't you mean sun roof?" I just said, "Sun roof, moon roof. same diff." We all laughed. I was about to say something else,  when the friend i'm mad at said, "there actually is a difference." I said, "whatever." because i thought that whole 'i accidentally said the wrong thing' stuff was over. then she kept going back to that. finally i said "SHUT UP! i made a mistake ok? i get it. so lay off!" Then she said, "it's not my fault you're stupid and need correcting." i said, "You don't always have to correct me b****" Then she smirked and said, "Yeah i do. so either deal with it, or stop being my friend." So i yelled, "Fine. I guess i'm not your friend anymore." later tonight i was online and she IMed me. She put how i shouldn't have gotten pissed at her. I explained how i held my tongue for so long and i just couldn't take it anymore so i snapped. that's the way i am and she can't change that. then she wrote, 'maybe if you changed, you'd actually get a boyfriend and the guy you like would actually like you.' i signed off and hopped into the shower and started crying. that really crossed the line. i cried for a while and it takes a lot to make me cry. normally i can keep the tears from falling, but it was too hard this time. and she knows how much i really like this guy. I don't understand why she had to say that.

I'm gonna cry again ='(

Later...