Real Life: School has started. And a crapload is happening with me and my friends, and im not gonna attempt to list it all right on this blog And drama is happening...IN MY LIFE!!!!! Which is odd, if you know me Me and my friends have decided we MUST get a girlfriend this year and make sweet, sweet babies JK But i decided that I'd FINALLY ask this girl, Adia out, who i've been crushing on for a while, Who's best friend is Theresa. SO, on the day i was planning on asking out Adia, she gave me a note, and it had a number, so i was like "SCORE!" But, not exactly. I called the number once home to find Theresa, Adia's best friend, who decided to ask me out i said no, in a nice way and she was fine with it. Then i finally decided to ask Adia out the day after that, but i couldnt find her So i decided to go over to my firned, Dyl's house to hang (He knows im into her) And he told me that she asked HIM out. So yeah, sadness He said no, which is of course good Then today my sister went off on me about how i'm never gonna get a girlriend because im too ugly, how im never gonna get anywhere in life and that i'll probably never even graduate from school and that my mom was planning on sending me to oot camp, but she's afraid that i would commit suicide, so she doesnt get why she won't do it, because it would be great for all of us, Tamra wouldnt have to deal with me, My mom wouldnt have to deal with spending money on me, and i'd have left the life that i 'claim' is so bad.So now i'm depressed. And im actually DOING my work at school now! And not one F so far thats good news...right....then again, this is the only good thing right now, AKA, life not looking too bright now. But that doesnt meen i'm gonna go into my room and slit my wrists, like everyone seems to think i'll do after i did it last year. So, yeah, i'm rying to stay all happy this year, and optimistic, cuz ive heard it'll help your life be better, but so far it only seems like its goingdownhill...Who knows if i'll get better But i guess i'll put on a smile tomorrow and say everythings okay, and try and deal with things, because, sadly, thats all that i can do right now.

Fiction: TV: Nothing new, really. I'm getting into Smallville, though! And this show called 'Full Metal Alchemist' which is a pretty cool Anime show. Movies: Sadly, nothing new. I havent seen any new movies since forever. But i DID see beerfest! T'was funny. BOOKS: I'm beginning to read this book series called 'Anita Blake' Vampire hunter, and so far....A rat has shown its penis to the main character... But its kinda good, itll probly get better VIDEO GAMES: I can't wait for Lego starwars number two!!! Its gonna be soo damn fun!!! And Im also playing Halo over at my friends house, and its hella fukin fun!!!...thats all

Sorry to all you, i havent hsd much time to get on the comp lately Oh, yeah! But my mom became manager at a bar in town, and my sister transferred to a different school AND shes taking dance classes so she can be a dance teacher, and then, my other sister, Crystal, has started a masseuse collage