This is my last day of summer.
At noon on Tuesday, August 25th, I will go to my first college clas.s.
I'm so nervous.
I hope I'll be successful in Computer Science.

I got my books about five days ago, and I've been looking at them a bit.
The idea of college really scares me. I'm very shy and I don't do well when I'm around people I don't know. I mostly just sit there and smile because I am awful at making small talk/conversation with people I don't know.
Hopefully the college experience will help me improve my people skills...
I don't know about that, though.
One of the main reasons why my people skills are so lacking is because I totally lack confidence in myself, and that's an even bigger obstacle I need to deal with someday.

I'm going to try to have a good last day of summer.
I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I'm planning on not sleeping much so I'll be able to get enough sleep the night before school.
A few of my friends want to hang out, but I don't know if I'll really be in the mood...

The last few weeks of summer have been really awful for me.
It all started when I got back from my awesome trip.
I had swine flu/H1N1 and wasn't able to do much of anything for about a week, my dad has been dying in the hospital for the past 2-3 weeks, my mom has been taking all of her emotions out on me and insulting me for the way I deal with things, I've been putting up with some petty friend problems, and I've been stressing out over school.
Right now I really could use a break, but unfortunately I'm not going to get one.

Hopefully I'll be able to break out of my shell and get the most out of college.
I'm hoping to become less scared and more excited.
It'll get better once I get used to it.
I'm just scared about the first week or so.
I'll probably blog again after my first day...