VENTING

I think there are times in our high school lives where you lose your best friend. Just going in different directions. I think that's what's happening between me and my best friend since 9th grade. It happened with my older sisters as well. My oldest sister and her old best friend were friends since middle school and went to the same high school But I think around 11th grade or so they just weren't in touch or had other friends. Also with my other sister(she just graduated from 12th grade). She and her friend were friends since 8th grade and they did everything together. So when my sister told my mom that she and her don't even hang out anymore, I was really surprised.

With my best friend Yale, we used to hang out all the time and talk on the phone and text each other a lot. But for the past couple of months, she's been really bothering me. She is so selfish, stubborn, ignorant, stupid, needy, fake, and narrow-minded.

Now I have another best friend Rachel who I prefer to hang out with more. We're into the same things, has same taste in guys, and we're just really alike. With her, she's a lot more understanding.

It used to be I'd called up Yale first, then Rachel. Now its the other way around. It's getting to the point where I don't even want to even be friends with Yale anymore.

My mom says "you just have to deal with her for one more year...". (we're all best friends and we hang out with the same people, so it's not like I wont ever see her)

I can't stand being around her for more than a day. Like this past Saturday when we went to the Warped Tour. We were together for 10hrs! That's all day, and I was getting irritated with her.

We used to be so very close, and I guess we still kind of are. But we don;t talk to each other as much as we used to. Only for like 10mins or so.

I used to get mad at her for when she was saying how in college that we weren't going to keep in touch or whatever. But now I realize that it will be true.

With Rachel, I know I'll be her friend b/c we both want to have the same career and similar college choices.

I just cant deal with her anymore. She bugs the crap outta me, she's incredibly selfish and inconsiderate. Like at the concert, I didn't have any money and she did. So she went and got something to eat for HERSELF. She comes back with 2 pizzas and was like I can only get a bite. WTF? I'm sitting here starving and you have 2 pizzas and all I'm welcomed to is a bite or two? I took that pizza but I have to pay her for it. When Rachel, she offers me stuff like that if I don't have any money because she'd want me to do the same for her. I'm very considerate of other people, and I'm not completely selfish.

Friday night, she was complaining to me about Rachel and how Rachek was supposed to visit her at her job but she couldn't b/c her dad wouldnt take her. I try to explain the reason why her dad wouldnt take her and she wouldnt let me explain it. She kept on saying "No, I don't care. She's his daughter, he needs to take care of her. I don't care what she told you. It's stupid, etc, etc."

(REASON why Rachel couldnt come: Her dad doesnt likke to drop people off places) But I couldnt get to say it because Yale kept on cutting me off.

Another thing that bothers me of her is that she doesnt remember sh*t. I hate repeating myself(I really, really do) so with her I have to constanting remind her about something. It's so annoying.

Another thing is she never does anything. She always want other people to do things for her. Her parents have always done that and hanging out with her is like a mother and a two year old child and I'm the mother. One time she got mad at me because I didnt text her when to get dressed(we were going to a bday dinner. It started at 7:00 and it's 6:30 and you're not dressed yet? I'm not your mom so I dont have to tell you when to get dressed. Thats something you should do on your own)

I just don't see us as friends in future.