He has lung and liver cancer - We don't know how advanced it is or whats going to happen until he meets with the specialist next week. I have no idea how to actually deal with it - I know that I can't dwell on it, but I just can get over the fact that he's got cancer. I can't imagine how hard it must be for dad, for grandma and for my Auntys when its so hard for me. I just don't know what to do....