I know it's been a long time since I wrote, but so much has been going on.

1st....I fell into a very dark ugly depression and wondered what I should do. Then I decided to start an online college degree to become a medical assistant. Just as I was about to start school, my husband told me that I was offered a job in his office as a civilian employee. I don't know if you guys remember that I spent 7 years in the army so I was their top choice (which I still can't believe).

2nd.....the position had to be approved so I was waiting so long that I fell into the depression again, but this time I decided to go to the doctor and talk about it. Just as I was about to go to the doctor and get some help, the position was approved and I got the job.

BUT, I decided to still go to the doctor's office and he told me that because of all that has been going on, i'm suffering from anxiety and stress. I guess with Donnie going to Iraq, the upcoming job, and everything that was going on with my swollen lymph node (that thank God turned out to be fine) I was going through alot.

I guess the only thing that worried me was my babies. I knew they were suffering because of what I was going thru. I am sooo happy about this job, the kids get to get out of the house and play with other kids and I get to get out of the house and play with other adults. LOL

Well, as the time grows closer to my husband leaving, I will either write more blogs or less, i'm not sure. But I appreciate all those who have stuck by me in the tv.com world.

I love you all

Daniele