I have returned from California and am soo excited. My family and I are back together and we couldn't be happier.

The only problem is thatwe have learned that my husband will be going to Iraq in May. I have to say.. I really don't know how to deal with it.

But besides that, we are getting ready for Christmas and although my husband and I couldn't afford to buy our 2 kids Christmas presents, the Grandparents were able to, so they have enough presents, which is awesome.

Buteventhough we are having rough times as far as money and the deployment... I feel as if God will take care of us. It's been a rough 4 months, but we will be OK and being here on tv.com has helped me emotionally.

Thanks to all of you, and yes I will be on the forums giving my opinions.