Well i've been dragged to work with my dad who is director of the company he works for, to cover for someone who is away for a few days oh the joy!

As you can probably tell there isn't much for me to do so i get to look forward to filing, more joy! i'd rather be on here reading all the posts. I have one word for this job....boring! Well its ok i guess, it helps pay for my neddie at least. But unfortunately its making my dilemma worse, i have no idea what sort of job/career i want and i need to get a job soon or money's gonna run out, its kinda hard though coz every office job requires like 2 years experience (which i don't have) so i can't apply and all the jobs that offer training which is very few are general dogs body stuff, which i hate, i get bored so easily. I got good grades from school but that doesn't seem to matter they want experience. I need a job thats varied and something i enjoy which is hard to find and very rare i know, but if you hate your job it just makes you feel rubbish. I can't see anything at the moment which i could do happily, office work is a bit boring and working with horses just doesn't pay well and i don't get time to enjoy my own plus i'm bored of doing all the donkey work.

I could try and work in a different area with horses (i know what i'd love to do) but qualifications are hard to get and time consuming plus i don't know whether what i want to do would would take off and bring in enough money, plus in the mean time i would have to get another to pay for the courses and my horse. What do i do go after something that i know i would love to do (horse whisperer) or try get a job in an office or somewhere that might only be slightly intersting but knowing you have a stable income and everything else. I'm rubbish at making decisions at the best of times but this....i dunno!?!

Whatever i do i need to find a job which is gonna satisfy me for a while which is hard, here i am trying to find a job but can't get any money off the state for being unemployed because i haven't worked for long enough or paid tax or something, while other low lifes that get money off the state don't even bother to try to find a job coz they're lazy...........life seems so unfair sometimes along with all other things it throws at you.

Moan over back to reality someone just asked where Winchester was bet ya can't think of what i thought of.........SN. Better get back to some work i guess