is it just me or does everyone around you get sick and die as you get older or is it that you recognise it more and are more aware of it. It seems to be happening a lot lately and those who i have lost seem to be coming to mind more recently. its starting to bug me and i really dont know what to do about it especially when more and more people are getting sicker. Cancer is one of them and its seems to be rife, be it forms of it or treatment resembling it. im sorry if you are are all bored of this rant but i feel it needs to be said. i hope life in the tv.coim relm is good for everyone and families and that and again i would like to apologise for not blogging as much. things have been a bit hectic these days.