SWEET!!!!!! I'm going try for a million, I know I can do it, i just gotta find all my games and put them on my list, do you think they'll make an emblem after me??? I HOPE THEY DO!!!!! That would be so cool if they did!!! What do you think they'd call it????? Maybe they'd call it "the Ultimate Collector's Award!!!"

My first exam is my science, it's this wensday. I'm no looking forward for my exams, I'm getting butterflys in my stomach just thinking about them. i'm so scared of them. My grad dance is also coming up soon too, i'm getting blond streaks in my hair for the grad dance (the blond streaks weren't my idea, my parents forced me to agree to get blond streaks in my hair) I think i'm just going look gay with blond streaks in my hair, I have a dte for the dance and she's HOT!!!!!! A bonus for me is that she's going be wearing a strapless dress (NO I'M NOT UNDRESSING HER WITH MY EYES!)

I don't know what to do anymore. None of my friends call on me anymore to do stuff with them and I would call on them but I never know what to talk about to them. Also the girl I love is in the other class i'm too afraid to tell her that I love her, my dad says to lead up to telling her that I love her and I know that but there is this new guy in the other class that I know she's going fall in love with him. I feel like everybody ignores me like i'm invisible to them. One night I tried to kill myself my suffocating myself with a pillow. I would go see a phsychiatrist but I just don't know if they could help me. The best thing to do would probably just to hang myself. I mean who would even care if I died???