i still haven't gotten finacnial aid or the loan. i finished the loan application. i used my mom and sisterin law as references. i don't know anyone outside of my family. i don't talk to a lot of people. now i'm trying to find a new internet provider.

i can't use at & t because my mom had a case of identity theft last year and someone ordered at&t high speed internet with her stuff. even worse, i see that commercial for their internet all the time. it's like it's taunting me. i have to find someone with better internet than dial up or i'll be stuck with it for another year. i tried netzero and verizon but they didn't have anything in my area. and they had such good prices. i need someone who has a good price. nothing abov $30 dollars and preferably $25 or less. i'm so frustrated.

i feels like i live in the middle of nowhere. i guss detroit really does suck. one day when i've left this place behind, i'll get good internet. possibly bundle with someone. like someone who gives you a dvr. i'm current situation is i have no money, i'm in school, and i live with my mom. i figure having a degree from everest and college education i should be able to find a good paying job and get the stuff i want. i'm tired of being here.