I totally love you guys. You were all SO sweet about my grandmother, and I really really appreciated it. So many of you offered hugs and said if I needed to, I could talk to you. I really needed that. I feel so loved.
Anyway, I just wanted to thank you guys. 
Love you all. *hugs*
P.S. Everyone (my family I mean) seems to be doing ok. I was so worried about my aunt and mom, but I think they're ok. And I'm really doing ok, too. Admittedly on New Year's Eve (the day of the funeral) I went to a party, which was a bad decision. I shoulda went to dinner with my family because I felt tired and depressed most of the night. Got home at one and bawled. But lately I'm ok.
Thanks again you guys.