I'm talking about my shyness, i thought i had already gotten rid of it, darn it why now?
I used to be shy but i overcame that two years ago, my parents say i have never been shy, but they said that in my first day of school i was talking with my brother's friends and doing thing a shy person wouldn't do 
but when i got home i was scared or something like that, i don't remember anything except that during three yearsthere were three kids that bullied me i don't know why, the worst part is that my mother said that one of those kids was my friend, i don't believe her, i'm usually unforgiving when it comes to being hurt by other people. Because of that i was shy, i usued to read a lot of books and stuff instead of going out with other people and i didn't have a lot of friends because i didn't speak, i usually think i become more mature than i should be at that age.
In middle school i changed a lot, it was like being a kid again , i talked with people, played basketball with my friends, etc. it's like i an (or was) a different person. Now that i'm in high school i think i'm becoming shy again, specially right now. I'm not blaming my school or my classmates, but i thought i had changed. Even now, i'm not sure if i should be writing this 
it's coming back, darn it.