I figured this day would come i think is time for me to go.

I don't have enough time to be here and most of my friends are leaving. It's no fun being alone. It's something I might have to deal with my entire life,but don't worry about it. Besides maybe nobody will ever read this so i'll just keep going. It was fun for some time, but...i have to go. Sorry if i ever hurt somebody, including this blog, hurting people is not in my nature, cuz i get a lot of remorse XD.

This is good-bye, it may be for a while, or it may be forever. I wish you all good luck

I'm talking about my shyness, i thought i had already gotten rid of it, darn it why now?

I used to be shy but i overcame that two years ago, my parents say i have never been shy, but they said that in my first day of school i was talking with my brother's friends and doing thing a shy person wouldn't do but when i got home i was scared or something like that, i don't remember anything except that during three yearsthere were three kids that bullied me i don't know why, the worst part is that my mother said that one of those kids was my friend, i don't believe her, i'm usually unforgiving when it comes to being hurt by other people. Because of that i was shy, i usued to read a lot of books and stuff instead of going out with other people and i didn't have a lot of friends because i didn't speak, i usually think i become more mature than i should be at that age.

In middle school i changed a lot, it was like being a kid again , i talked with people, played basketball with my friends, etc. it's like i an (or was) a different person. Now that i'm in high school i think i'm becoming shy again, specially right now. I'm not blaming my school or my classmates, but i thought i had changed. Even now, i'm not sure if i should be writing this it's coming back, darn it.

So, it's been a long time since i wrote a blog here it's been 1 month and 24 days.

I've been trying to write my story but i feel like i might quit writing it, i posted 3 chapters in spanish in fictionpress but nobody reads it, darn it! so i came with another idea, i had already written the first chapter (sort of ), and i might start writing about this story rather than the other one, the bad thing about this is that i actually had a side story that takes place during chapter 10 (i think ) so i'm not sure yet.

Gaming news, something i don' usually write . I finally got FFIII DS, great game, but IMO it gets slightly harder by the end of the game. Also, i bought Mario Party DS last week, great game also, it seems diferent to me cause i've only played MP1 and MP2 the minigamesare fun to play, but the boards seem too small for a MP game.

My life gets more strange every passing day, on the last day of school we had to paint or classroom. Crazy day. The person who was supposed to bring the paint didn't come so we had to go buy some, then nobody had brought paintbrushes at least we managed to finish on time . Also my brother has salmonella, (that's what he gets for eating tacos ) and he just keeps complaining. The first day my mom freaked me out, i thougth he was going to die i was shaking.

Well that's everything, the longest blog post of my life, i think

"When your friends are far away, and you feel left behind, use that feeling to becoem a better person" Roddsword