Why does it seem like I always seem to be waiting for something. I am still waiting to hear if I got a position that I interviewed for over a week ago, waiting to be able to quit my part time night job so that I can see my family again, waiting to have some medical tests done and then waiting for results. My life is a waiting game right now. 
I've got the winter blues and spring is not close enough in my sights to see that "light at the end of the tunnel." I'm exhausted and fragile and moody. And it's not just me. The boys can't even say one nice thing to one another. 
Oh wait...that's not just now..that's how it's always been!
And I gave up pop for Lent so I don't even have my crutch to lean on. And the valentines day chocolate is gone.
What's next? Only God knows..and I hope He lets me in on his plans a tiny bit to keep my sanity! Or what's left of it! 