It appears TV.com is on the fritz again. I can't log in and it keeps telling me to clear my cookies, but I did that and it's still not working. Darn you, TV.com. Darn you.

Also, my internet is on the fritz! I can't get on for more than a few minutes when I'm at home. It's really annoying, especially since we bought a new wireless router that was supposed to be stronger than our old one. Not so much, apparently.

I was in the bathroom this morning about 4 am, washing my hands and getting ready to hop back in bed, when I started feeling nauseous. At first I thought I caught the flu that's going around, but after a couple minutes of feeling like I was about to throw up I started getting unbelievably dizzy. I couldn't really see anything, I couldn't hear anything other than the ringing in my ears, and I was shaking like crazy. When I tried to move I felt like I was underwater and every movement took so much effort. I sank down and curled up on my bathroom floor, too afraid to move for fear I might fall and break something. It took about 15 minutes for my symptoms to finally clear up, but I was still afraid to move. Dad came out of my parent's room to see if I was okay. I went back to bed and slept for a couple more hours, then woke up feeling okay. I hate it when I get anxiety attacks, but I can usually stop them if I feel them coming on. That is, if I'm conscious. I've never had one wake me up before. It was bizarre and I really hope it doesn't happen again tonight. I think I'm worried about school and work and the dog show and getting everything ready for the dog show. It's a lot of work! Plus, I was just told last night that I would have to be on a few more live news segments than I had to do last year. Last year was just the one, and I was a nervous wreck for that one. This year I have to do 5 about the dog show and about the ways to get your dog ready for the dog show. So thinking about that makes me panic. I feel like I've been fighting another attack all day. The weird feeling goes away when my mind is occupied.

Oh! I went to the driving range on Sunday for the first time in like 4 years. Who knew I'd be this out of shape? All my muscles hurt on Monday and I'm still sore today. I think I might've damaged my wrist - it hurts to bend and it's not really getting better. But golfing was fun! I wasn't great, but it was fun! Hah..

How are you all?

And in case you don't remember what I'm talking about when I talk about the dog show, go here: www.uacdogshow.com. I'm going to take pictures at this year's event, so I'll post a few after the dog show!