It appears TV.com is on the fritz again. I can't log in and it keeps telling me to clear my cookies, but I did that and it's still not working. Darn you, TV.com. Darn you.

Also, my internet is on the fritz! I can't get on for more than a few minutes when I'm at home. It's really annoying, especially since we bought a new wireless router that was supposed to be stronger than our old one. Not so much, apparently.

I was in the bathroom this morning about 4 am, washing my hands and getting ready to hop back in bed, when I started feeling nauseous. At first I thought I caught the flu that's going around, but after a couple minutes of feeling like I was about to throw up I started getting unbelievably dizzy. I couldn't really see anything, I couldn't hear anything other than the ringing in my ears, and I was shaking like crazy. When I tried to move I felt like I was underwater and every movement took so much effort. I sank down and curled up on my bathroom floor, too afraid to move for fear I might fall and break something. It took about 15 minutes for my symptoms to finally clear up, but I was still afraid to move. Dad came out of my parent's room to see if I was okay. I went back to bed and slept for a couple more hours, then woke up feeling okay. I hate it when I get anxiety attacks, but I can usually stop them if I feel them coming on. That is, if I'm conscious. I've never had one wake me up before. It was bizarre and I really hope it doesn't happen again tonight. I think I'm worried about school and work and the dog show and getting everything ready for the dog show. It's a lot of work! Plus, I was just told last night that I would have to be on a few more live news segments than I had to do last year. Last year was just the one, and I was a nervous wreck for that one. This year I have to do 5 about the dog show and about the ways to get your dog ready for the dog show. So thinking about that makes me panic. I feel like I've been fighting another attack all day. The weird feeling goes away when my mind is occupied.

Oh! I went to the driving range on Sunday for the first time in like 4 years. Who knew I'd be this out of shape? All my muscles hurt on Monday and I'm still sore today. I think I might've damaged my wrist - it hurts to bend and it's not really getting better. But golfing was fun! I wasn't great, but it was fun! Hah..

How are you all?

And in case you don't remember what I'm talking about when I talk about the dog show, go here: www.uacdogshow.com. I'm going to take pictures at this year's event, so I'll post a few after the dog show!

Over the past few days (well, today and yesterday) I've seen a couple things online that I just can't believe.

1. This story proves just how disrespectful and ignorant the liberal media in our country truly is. If the parents of the dead (not just dead - injured and bloody) Marine respectfully ask you not to publish the photos that show their son as he's dying, then you don't publish the photos no matter how much of an impact you believe they'll have.

2. This video illustrates just what's wrong with this presidency. "I pledge to be a servant to our president, Barak Obama." What is that!? As our president, he's supposed to be a servant to the people. It doesn't work the other way around. We are not supposed to serve him. Very few things are able to shock me anymore, but this is definitely one of them.

3. Vick has been allowed back into the NFL completely about a month or so earlier than he was supposed to. Just further proof that the rich and famous get off easy.

I do take some pleasure in the fact that the media (at least, Yahoo news stories) are starting to use less and less attractive pictures of Obama in their publications. Once the president starts making controversial decisions, their attractiveness to the general public starts to drop like a rock.

Well, Vick signed with the Eagles. And I, for one, am very angry. Who would sign this guy? Seriously. He killed dogs. KILLED DOGS! He beat them and trained them to be aggressive, and if they didn't "perform" he executed them or abandoned them. Yeah, he served almost two years in jail. That's not nearly as much as he deserves, though. He should've been beaten, mauled by the dogs he tortured, or thrown into a pit with lions and tiger and various other ferocious animals. He doesn't deserve to have a career after what he did.

And the whole thing with PETA? Well, don't even get me started on PETA. They're a horrible "organization" that shouldn't even exist, let alone get funded by idiots (and no offense to any of you who've given to PETA; how were you supposed to know the truth?). It's a left-wing, hippy, nut-job organization: "We all need to live in harmony with each other, with the animals. We shouldn't eat the animals. We should hug them and care for them and cuddle the monkeys who'd like to scratch our eyes out!" Yep. Nut-jobs. EDIT: Here's the link I forgot to include about PETA's hypocrisy. Click here.

I'd like to hear your thoughts - all of them. Whether you agree or disagree with me, please share. I'd like to get a feel for how other people view this idiot and his new, more famous career.