So, it's been a while but I had a strange yet fun night yesterday and I feel the need to share wth whoever wants to listen

So, I'll start at the beginning. There was a party lollipop and I saw a guy that I found hot, last week I saw this guy again on the pictures of this party and again I was intrigued. But since he had shown little interest in me at the party I let it go.

Then, yesterday Yannick (my roomie) expected company (a bill) and so did I (a friend of mine, Joke), I got hungry and decided to run across the street for french fries and on the way out I saw the friend of Yannick who was apparently my party-crush. I kinda mumbled something and ran out kinda quickly cause for some reason I was quite speechless. While waiting for the fries I sent a text message to Yannick and one to Cedric to keep him updated on my emotionalness

An hour later of so I was watching tv with Joke and had sent a second message to Yannick since the first one hadn't got there (he got them both at once then, must have seemed a bit stalkery towards the guy but okay) and suddenly I get an answer from that bill. I was shocked since I assumed Yannick had shown him my text message, so I sent a new text to cedric that I found it rude of yannick, but also that I was happy the bill had my number and that I was a little nervous. A minute later I got another message, it said: "Why nervous", but t wasn't from cedric and since i hadn't saved the new number and it reminded me of it I compared. It was a message from bill. I was kinda weirded out (just so you know not drunk in the least so it wasn't that ) and thought Cedric had also ratted me out which would have been weird but when I looked in my sent messages I saw I had send it to the wrong person :s, so I texted back to explain, he didn't answer.

Half an hour later Yannick and bill arrived and since it appeared that bill had only texted me because yannick was out of money I was even more embarassed and decided to ignore the whole fact and just watch Buffy with Joke. After the epi Joke left and bill wanted to watch a movie so obviously it was to come out f my collection since Yannick has no movies. He came up and my starting suspicion of him being straight was confirmed. I was kinda bugged out obviously (also, why was he at the gay party then?). So we watched he movie and I found him giving many subtle hints and joking around and then when he should've left to catch his last bus he didn't and wanted a drink. Eventually he drank a whole bottle and was quite drunk (more than I had expected, but apparently he hadn't eaten)

Then we played Buzz, and afterwards we were going to sleep, I was really glad that he was suddenly in my room (and not in Yannicks though it was a tad rude perhaps) and so we talked and before I knew it we were kissing. I'm feeling really top now and was afraid that would be a problem since he was so straightlike (though apparently he had already had gay encounters and even relationships) but it kinda worked out and he even told me I was his first that way (though I'm not sure, he was pretty easy about it bt perhaps that was the booze talking) he came fairly quickly and even said I was the first guy he ever came with so I was fairly satisfied obviously (if it were true... wow )

Since he was still a bit drunk he didn't want to sleep but I was becoming tired. Suddenly he said he was going to Yannick, I was quite offended but didn't let it show. I was partly glad that he came stumbling back after half an hour saying Yannick was gone, though on the other hand I was a bit worried since Yannick wasn't very stable lately (he had tried to OD on painkillers two weeks ago)so I called him nd he was at a friend (not willing to admit he was a little mad about bill sleeping with me instead of him I suspect)

bill came back to bed with me and eventually I tamed him into sleeping, every so often he woke up and we kissed and played a bit more but only a little. by morning he went back to yannick who was home then which annoyed me beyond tellling but he was back fairly quickly so I let it go, we slept a little more and such... (By then he was also a bit sobered up so I knew it wasn't only the booze making him do things)

Then he left and I was disappointed to have him give me only a peck on the cheek but I guess it will remain at this one night together.

So that was my short tale of unexpected events,
You know you love me
Xo Xo