Sarah Connor can't be John Connor's mother! Lame writers, an O negative person could never have an AB son I hate mistakes like that...

But anyway, in other news, everything with Jonito is amazing still, celebrating our 3 weeks today had a first little fib earier this week but it was all sorted out and I hope he knows now that my teasingis just that and shouldn't be listened to

And on the terminator: sarah connor chronicles, I actually like the show despite my earlier note, I love Summer Glau

love y'all! XoXo

Jonito

Okay, first the tv stuff, there has been too much so I can't really discuss it all, but the best was still the dollhouse imo, it was so riveting... Also house had a weird ending, dh is thrilling and I can't wait for the gossip girl finale...

In other news, I had met someone, but it didn't work out... I kinda had my own doubts in the beginning cause he was so different then the people I usually crush on but when I realized that he did make me laugh and that it was easy to talk to himand that the sex was pretty great over all... I kinda pulled a switch in my head that made me stop looking around for anyone else cause I thought it had potential... When I heard a few weeks later from a mutual friend that he had lost interest I was kinda lost and surprised but I found out that apparently he didn't see any future and that he was too old for short relationships... which I got, I didn't agree cause I think it's stupid to turn something down before you know it won't work, but I do get where he was coming from...
Now, despite my getting it, I'm having some difficulties letting go , I was very upset and had severe ups and downs and then I suddenly found out that his best friend (whom I had known and liked even before him) was interested and had been even before I had even more trouble understanding what I felt, cause even though the friend was very fun and kinda hot I couldn't just move my feelings from the one person to the other like they had apparently decided

And then tuesday he came over to watch Buffy which was fun (though I would've loved it more if we could've just spooned together like before ) and we ended up having sex and then the sh*t really hit the fan cause when the friend found out he was quite furious and hurt and went home early, an ex of the guy also had a fit, and I just feel bad ever since even though everyone keeps saying it wasn't my fault... And off course the fact that it was obviously completely meaningless for the guy doesn't help ...

Anyway, congrats to whoever read this entire rant! Even though I'm on here way too little it feels good to vent once in a while , now, I hope everything works out (though I probably won't get my way but whatever, I got over Lennert (who is back with his ex again apparently :roll so I'm sure I'll get over this, I just have serious issues with getting my hopes up and then having them shot down...

Now, I hope everyone else is great! ciaciao, Xo Xo