So i havnt been on in a while but im sorry about that. but if you need to get ahold of me you can at this email..

heroeslegend@aol.com

i miss you guys keep in touch. oh and you can find me on facebook or myspace just type in my name.

Colin Eads.

im tired of getting yeld at for not going full out when im tring to. my coach is so rude. i try to do the dance and i get yelled at for not doing it like everyone else. im tired of it so im going to talk to my mom and i might just quit. and not to mention my back is killing me.

so i am so stressed out. cant do this anymore. i have to give up something. its my second day of school and im stressed out. thats not right. and here is why.

1. cheerleading

2. work

3. school

4. home

and now the big one.

5. I fell in Love with my best friend who is getting married to someone else and i cant tell him how i really truly feel cuz he is happy. so now i have to deal with that to and i cant flat out tell him why im crying and so stressed.

I just dont know what to do anymore. im so ranting.