i turn 19 today. it started out good... until i woke up. had a text from my mom saying to call her because we needed to talk, and that's never good.
apparently my dad found out about something that happened last week (something not good), and it made him really pissed, and something, i don't know, just not a good thing. and now my mom wants me to think about what i'm going to say to him, and to her, when they get home because we're going to have a talk. this is my fault that it's happening, i just wish it wasn't...
i just really don't think anything i can say will make anything better, i can only make things better by acting more mature from now on. i don't know how long it will take things to go back to normal, it could be a long time, i'll just have to see.

man this is exactly how i wanted to start my birthday...

for halloween this year, me and my friend went down to stay with our mutual friend at GCSU (georgia college & state university). we went down friday and came back sunday. overall is was a fun weekend but the sleeping sucked (will explain later)

but anyways, friday night we went to these girls' apartment where this kid was celebrating his birthday. there were lots of people and it was crowded, i was the only guy there that wasn't dressed like a bro they had hunch punch and beer, but ran out of beer before we left. we went downtown after that (no driving, it was walking distance) and into a few bars but only stayed there a short while, by that time i was ready to go to sleep. my friend's roommate was out of town so the friend we were staying with slept in her bed, our other friend slept in the roommate's bed, and i slept on the floor with some sleeping bags. so i went and got all situated, fell asleep, then they came back in the room with a few guys, were very loud, waking me up and making me pissed, but i just layed there and they all talked and stuff. they finally left except for the girl i went down there with, she started to sleep. but anyways, i fell asleep again, and my friend that lived there came back at like 5 am and woke me up again! which made me mad again, and instead of her going to sleep, she gets on her damn laptop and all i hear is typing and clicking, which was annoying and i couldn't sleep. i finally fell asleep though.

then the night of halloween, we all dressed up and went to a frat party. everyone there was dressed up and it was a good time. the original plan was to hang out there for a bit, then go downtown again to bars and this one dance place, which i was looking forward. but instead i ended up leaving with 2 girls going back to one of them's dorm. had a fun time with one of them so it was successful!

i went back to the dorms across from where we were staying, hung out with the people there some, then went back to the room and slept, and once again, the girl that lived there decided to come back at 5 or 6am and woke up me and the other people that were sleeping. it wasn't bad that she came back that late, didn't care about that, but she was being loud and inconsiderate of the people trying to get a reasonable amount of sleep. i know it's her room and she can do what she wants, but if she was our friend she would have been more considerate of us trying to sleep.i just feel sorry for her roommate, i heard from some other people she doesn't get much sleep because of the same problems we were having. saturday and sunday mornings when us normal people were awake and talking and stuff (1-2pm), she was *****ing at us for being loud; she was choosing to sleep during the day instead of at a somewhat reasonable time.

but anyways, i had fun, and the fun outweight the douchebaggery that our "friend" was doing

i just realized how dumb that last blog was so i deleted it