I said that I was going to post a blog ..so here it is 
my life changed a week ago after my grandma died 
, now I live with my grandfather and his wife ..I dont want to go live with my mother cuz i really dont get along with my twin brother , and living with my grandfather is much better for me ..cuz he is a doctor and his wife is nurse , so I dont have to stay in the hospital ..but I do have to go every day at 5 am so they can give me my morphine shot .
they dont trust me -_-'
I dont have school for the next 6 weeks ..thats awesome !!! Its much better cuz going to school was a huge o'deal for us ..it is about 23 km away from my house 
..and sometimes we have to go with our bikes 
..and i've been wondring how did i lose that much weight 
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I feel that I'm getting taller more and more every day ..ppl get fat when they eat I get taller ..
thats so normal .....
I don't think I should change my sig ..I like it
and I chopped my hair ..every one keeps telling that It's still too long ..but i like it too long ..and I chopped it off myself , I dont think its too long ..
I think it was like this :
but in a pretty way 
but I wont change my hair color to brown again i like it black ..although I look like shagrath atm 
I have the WWE smackdown vs. Raw 2010 ..Its awesome !!! ..and I can't stop playing silent hill every once and a while .. and I have the FIFA game , my brothers keep playing it for like 8 hours a day , Its pointless , but footballers are hot !!!! 
but at least I'm not as perverted as I used to be ..I swear
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see ..I changed ..yes ..I ..did..all i needed ..was a slap in the face ..and I got that ..
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