oh frakk!

I haven't posted in forever... btw HIII!! how is everyone?!?!?!

Whats new:

finished the play... AWESOMENESS

midterms coming up

and 'GREASE' auditions this week

first of all, midterms suck!!! especially since it starts the week xf2 starts filming...

secondly, GREEEEAAAAASSSEEEEEE!!!!! holy cow crap!!! one of my favorite movies ever. I'm so glad our school gets to put on a production of it. I'm enthralled, but at the same time, i'm so gosh darn depressed. I have no freakin clue why. I guess it's cause i don't want to get my hopes up too high. I really want to get the part of Patty (cheerleader who has way to much energy than she can handle) because she's so much fun to play... especially cause i'm not at all like her in real life (but what do i know??!). I doubt i'll win the role, mainly because i'm a freshman, and because i already received a part in the last play. wait a sec, i don't think i'll win the role because i have 0% confidence in myself and the competition is fierce!!! so nope, i don't have my hopes up at all. TALK ABOUT SELF ESTEEM ISSUES.

I just want to be a part of the cast so gosh darn badly!! GOODNESS FREAKIN GRACIOUS I"VE HAD 2 CANS OF DIET PEPSI AND 2 CANS OF MOUNTAIN DEW and i think i'm going to explode!!! all in all, i think i'll just give it everything i've got tomorrow, which is pretty much what i usually try to do when i'm up there.