Isn't that weird?

I'm starting to TRY to use white magick. Not much success though. I'm buying a couple of this to try to progress further. I haven't been able to do ONE spell which sucks. For some reason though I've been able to do some phycic things such as keep my self calm for a while and I've been able to draw energy. Hopefully I'll be able to do some magick with the stuff I bought.