hey man I'm here for ya

Thanks...

I'm here for ya too

Thanks Crazy_Hand. The support you guys give me, helps a little. A little goes a long way...

You know how to find me if you need to talk. I'm always around, somewhere.

Honestly, you've probably tried this, but you need counseling. Seriously.

Actually, fissure_ocarina, I haven't. They went on as nothing happened which is just fine for me. I don't know why, but I don't want them to think I'm crazy, and I don't want them to be a part of it.

I don't think counseling is actually the best solution. You, your friends and your family are the only ones who can help you out, if they listen to what you have to say. Also, time can help. Some say "Time erases everything." I know that in your situation, it might take a lot of time, but someday, light will shine upon your path. If that Alicia can't convince her dad to let hey talk to you, then she might not be the one...but who knows? And do not despair, it is only the price one pays for setting an impossible aim, which yours, is not.

Counseling with anyone, be it a "pro" or your family is good. You aren't crazy. Not wanting to talk to them? I know what you mean. I'm the same way. I'm not one for talking about stuff that bothers me.

It wouldn't bother you if they treated you like a mental case? If they treat you as normal, then they must not feel you'll actually go too far and do something stupid. I know that whenever I get angry enough to think about hurting myself or run away, I usually put my music on. It's what calms me down, then I can think rationally. I don't really have the luxury of having someone to talk me out of doing anything, only because I don't share that kind of info. It can come back and burn you. If you really want someone to talk to, then tell your family to get you a therapist. If they tell you that you don't need one, and you REALLY want one then tell them anything that would disturb them enough to make them think you need help. I didn't have to fake mine mind you, but after seeing a therapist I got a psychologist....and meds....I hate it. Look, you're obviously sane so I think going that far would be unwise anyway. I've got no idea what else to give as advice.

ahh the above is what i do i put the Led Zep Jimi Hendrix and CCR calm down tracks and it helpes alot...No quarter by Zep is a song that is so flowing that nothing bothers me while listening to it

Demon_Martyr, I take the risk of getting burned in hopes that someone will notice and give me the help I need.

GBAGB, I do always listen to music. It sooths me and calms me down when I am feeling horrible. It doesn't make anything better, but it's just a feeling it gives me, I don't know how to describe it. I makes me feel as though I'm not alone with these problems. That there are other people who go through what I go through. It's comforting in a way.

TheAce144, I have friends who have went through therapy and they say that it wasn't the best either. Why would it be so bad? And if it is bad, what can I do?

You can probably talk to your friends about this. I can't, as I have a bunch of kids who are drugged up 24/7 for friends.

I know a lot of people who are like that. I'm trying to talk to a few of my friends, but the conversation seems to go in a loop everytime.

hmm... I just can't get over the way your life works morb... hmm... well therapy definitely isn't going to cause a heap of trouble so I say go for it. and remember, you always have me to come back to .

....I've been thinking....

Seriously, I don't know what to do. You talked to your friends, don't want therapy, and don't want to talk to your parents. And you talked to us. I can't think of anything else. If you're so far down the insanity line to commit suicide, please, for your own good, seek help.

I do want therapy, I'm actually looking for ways to get it right now. I just don't want my family involved. I talk to you guys because maybe you guys can help, and someone on Gamespot is actually helping me...

Oh and I only have one parent, my mom.

Am I that someone? Yeah, your family matters are tragic my friend...

Well you're not, but I appreciate you talking to me.

Please don't take that the wrong way.

Am I that someone? J/K, I probably make matters worse. Which means I shouldn't post here. Oh well, this will be my last post in your journal, morbious.

You don't make matters worse. How could you do that? You have nothing to do with my problems, so you can't make anything worse.

You help me in a way.

riiiiiiight. I uh... yes. Who is that someone? That is, if you don't mind me asking...

I thought she was, but I haven't talked to her in a while.

hmm still do not give up on that promise... just promise me too if it makes you feel reinforced.

I don't know you though...besides on gamespot. No offense, but I only make promises to people I've seen or met. I lost trust in just about everything even myself at times.

Well you can always trust me.

You can't trust me, I already broke my promise not to post in this. I don't think I can trust you either, after you selfishly left the LoZU.

Thanks siddharth.
And fissure, you said you couldn't make time to be there so you left. Maybe next summer, you'll get enough time to come back. You will come back....

I will? I dunno, probably not...

YOU WILL!

That's what you think....

That's what I know....

well, im trustworthy , hope ya feel better, if u arnt feelin better already man

hopefully you will

Things are getting worse instead of better. I knew it wouldn't be easy, but I didn't expect it to be this hard.

Well i hope you get better morb good luck my friend.

Thanks, Carlo. Things haven't gotten any better though. I've lost interest in pretty much everything. That's why I haven't been to gamespot. I can't find pleasure in anything anymore...

Hey, I'm back and I'm sorry to see you this way. Try talking to me if you want. I really don't want to give any advice as I don't have the whole story but I'm there for you too now. (Have AIM, Yahoo! and MSN... your pick)

Hi Morbious!

No but really, I'm back, unchanged, and currectly pwning peeps at Mario Kart DS of which I expect you to have. and yeah where are you? The LoZ Union looks totally dead from my point of view. can you explain what happened? and i'm thinking of making a Mario Kart DS Union. since I CAN. maybe. juuuuust maybe. Would I make a good leader though? I'm not even an officer anywhere! that is because I get turned down. that is because I have no officer experiece. it's a vicous cycle.

Being an officer is overrated jimmy, trust me. Is the LoZ union dead??? Maybe I'll join again...

It literally has been killed. YES JOIN! and becoming an officer is the prime goal in GS.

OMG!!!! FISSURE_OCARINA!!!!! YOU WILL JOIN, YOU WILL JOIN, YOU WILL JOIN! Don't think I forgot about you...

Jimmydude, you might be chosen as an officer in the Twilight Princess Union. So don't be so down about it. Fissure is right about it be overrated. It's cool, but it's not the greatest. I'm proud of being an officer in a few unions though.

Thanks Celia, I'll talk to you.

Oh and no, I don't have that game Jimmy.