that's a jobros song called SOS(duh). ugggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!! i am mad and sad at the same time. here's the story:

i like this guy(we'll call him umm...billy) and my friend has his number. she came over last tues. and we talked to...billy for two or three hours over the phone. he used to like her, i'm not sure if he still does. he called me one of his best friends() which i thought would be a cool start to our relationship(if we ever had one). well a couple days later he was complaining to my friend about his ex-gf's bf, saying how dumb he was for breaking up w/ her and saying how much he hates her new bf. well my friend got annoyed and told him i liked him. i didn't get too upset w/ her b/c she wants us to be a couple. the next day he came up to me and said, "hey, i know a secret about you." and i was like, "well what is it?" he finally told me she told him, and i denied it(of course). then as we were leaving **** he shoved me into the chalkboard. i was mad at first but then i realized something:when we were on the phone with him, my friend thought billy was mad at her. he was like, "why would i be mad @ u?" and i was like "b/c u always push and trip and mess around w/ the grls u like.u didn't do that to her today." and he was like, "oh yeah i do that, don't i?" see my point? well he got me all worked up about it and then he told my other friend jasminethat he doesn't want to go out w/ me. she wants him to tell her but he won't say why.

so that's my story. he hasn't talked to me in two whole days. he hasn't even bugged me for gum, which he does all the time. he looked at me for the first time today, but i immediately looked away. this isn't the first time it's happened to me. my friend jasmine is on the case, and she said she's going to play matchmaker, but i still want to talk to him. now i'mkind of mad atmy friend who told him in the first place. i liked things better whenme and billy were "best friends".it feels like she rushed me into something i wasn't quite ready for yet. i think i need to talk to him beforejasmineplays "matchmaker".HELP! i need advice on how to talk to him.

sup. i haven't been on for a looooong time! i just checked my email and i had fifty-one messages to check! but most of them were just junk email i deleted nuthin much going on with me. i have misery business stuck in my head (if you have never heard it it's a great song by Paramore)i also like crushcrushcrush and emergency. anyone else here like paramore? ps i luuuuv hayley williams' hair!!