Well, it's 9-9-09, and I just got done doing a majority of my homework for tonight. I'm kinda in a blegh mood right now. I don't know why. just tired, lonely, and worn out I guess. School was a bit rough. I just sat alone when my spanish teacher said "go find a partner" and just say bymyself while everyone did the partner activity. Just kinda sucks knowing I'm THE REJECT of the class. *sigh* Oh well... screw them anyway 
People suck, hahahaha. I also sit in isolationism in 2nd and 3rd perid (spanish is the 4th and last period)... and to some degree 1st block. So, ya, im a loner. xD at least i have friend in lunch to satisfy some of my social needs.
Other news, um, gotta do an inclass essay tomorrow to show our english teacher where we're at, which im nervous about. this will make her first impression of our writing skills, so.. I hope I can do well. other than that, i just wanted to post a blog about school. The first day went horrible, and then the next 2 days went good. However, this week, I am finding out i'm the social outcast in most of my classes; that kid that nobody wants to be partnered up with? One person yesterday even made a comment like "ugh, I don't want to be with him; can i be with someone else?" Gah. I hate people... xD oh well, i just wanted to rant out my problems and get support from some REAL friends... friends on here.
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. Kids are so mean. Well atleast you don't have to worry about partner screwups when you're working alone. My partners back in high school used to end up costing me points on my grades =/. But reject is a strong word. I'm sure you're not entirely rejected. You're a good kid 
. I hope things get better
Aww im sorry to hear that about school. Those people are all really rude if no one even offered to have you join them. Today in my french class there was a guy that didnt have a partner so I went and asked him if he wanted to join me and my partner, its just rude for people to be like that. Are you in high school still? Once your in college everyone is much much nicer! Good luck with the in class essay tomorrow!
darth: ya, this is why i hate teenagers too ^_^ sorry bout them costing ur grade :/ i hate when that happens. well, the last 2 days when we were supposed to get partners, i just sat alone
one person semi-respects me, but doesn't like invite me to join her group or nothing. ty ^_^ appreciate compliments like that.______________________________________________________________door: that is very nice of you. idk if you've ever been in that situation (being alone), but it sucks. it is very kind of you to invite him. im sure you made his day. ty btw.
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