Pain In my heart

He riped it out.
I loved him and he loathed me.
Why?
He said he isn't himself around me.
He said he can't stand to be with me.
He said I don't love you any more.
I cried and cried until I awoke.
Now I know in my heart I did not love him.
I could not have loved a man who used me.
I love my friends who I have neglected.
I love the sun and the cool afternoon breeze.
I love the world he could not take from me.
So the pain in my heart will subside.