Four sleeps until my birthday ... and to say I'm not looking forward to it is an understatement.
The reason I'm dreading my birthday isn't because I'm getting older, I don't mind that. Its because the simple wishes I have, can't come true. The little things I really want this year, I can't have.
There's one thing in particular that means more to me than anything else ... Time with my partner. All I asked for was 1 day with him. Even if it wasn't actually on my birthday. And I couldn't get it. 
Some of you are probably saying, big deal, but this means the world to me. I just want to spend 1 day ... with the man I love.
We haven't had a day together in 3 weeks. And its not because we're in different countries or anything ... its because of his job. And the people who make him do whatever they need.
I feel like I playing a game called 'second best' ... And I'm losing. And losing sucks. Especially on your birthday.
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PunkNerd5
Sorry to hear that you can't spend any time with your partner. Is it possible for him to take a sick-day?
Either way, I know how you feel. I only get to see my man on the weekends, so whenever someone mentions us not seeing each other on the weekend because of another commitment, it upsets me, because they don't understand what its like to go for so long without seeing the person you love.