Aye Mateys, Indeed Im back. Here once again to throw out a couple of curveballs, and maybe stumble across a deep thought now and again. Though many of you guys who have known me a while I mostly just throw out curveballs and p*ss people off.

I dont know what the hell I am talking about half the time. I just get to rambling. I mean I just started this blog and I am already falling off topic.

But life, what a funny thing at times. We try and do one thing, to avoid doing something that could cause pain, and we wind up causing pain. We doubt what we know, and what we should trust in and we make mistakes. Mistakes that are worse than our worst doubts in the first place. Because there is a reason you put faith in people in the first place, its because you have faith in them. Obvious I know. But doesnt it all come down to ones faith in one self. I mean ones faith and trust for others I mean affects there faith in others.

Anyway as I was saying. Life is weird. Its some sort of weird thing thats kinda weird ya know.Like some sort of F8cked up road. Yeah, Thats right. I just likened life to a road. Very original. But there are so many paths, and like crossroads, and head on collisions in lifes. You swerve to avoid a little chipmunk in the road and hit a baby chipmunk circus. I know its F*cked up.

Basically point of this is. Like did you ever see that movie the Butterfly effect? With ashton Kutcher. I mean I didnt know he could act but apparently he can. Anyway not the point. It goes to show us that the little decisions we make can Totally F8ck everything. Tho he never did turn into a butterfly, or gain butterfly powers so what the hell.

ANYWAY, POINT IS< MAKE DECISIONS THAT EFFECT YOU AND OTHERS CAREFULLY. CAUSE YOU MAY MAKE THE WRONG CHOICE, Or LACK THE PROPER FAITH IN SOMEONE THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE. AND YOU CAN REALLY ROYALLY SCREW YOURSELF. MISS OUT ON GREAT TIMES, AND HAPPY MEMORIES BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING THE RIGHT THING. THO All hope isnt lost. Some roads just tend to lead back to each other. Some roads are just that intertwined.

Hope yall Enjoyed. IDK what the hell I said but Ill figure it out later.

Basically Dont try and make decisions without others, without first factoring in everything, or like running it by them. Because they may have a different view of what is right. I mean Hell they may be better prepared to deal with it than you are and you can lose something or someone you never wanted to lose, and never be able to get back the time you lost or what you lost at all.