"As hot as a 7 minuit old omelet as its hotness is still fresh in the core of its existance, yet fading swiftly. However, the freshness of the hotness is still alive. "

I havent blogged in a while, and for obvious reasons. I havent been on the site much, especially since the new layout came out. It was too disturbing for me to handle. However, I am loging onto my movietome (which feels so much better) for now. I'm sorry I havent commented on any of your blogs. I've been so flooded with school work, you couldnt possibly imagine. I'm simply waiting for the moment when everything blows over. I know it wont come. Well it might, months from now. Maybe until the very last day of school. And to top all the stress and school work, my parents arent making things easier for me. If you're constantly nagging or yelling at me to study, I wont study. The atmosphere here at home is too frustrating for me to concentrate and work, and as a result, I end up spending hours doing nothing and staying up all night. I'm not sure if this is making much sense. I just wish I could go somewhere for a week or two. I desperately need a change of atmosphere, I feel suffocated and depressed. I have a mid-term holiday next week, and I'm waiting for it to start sucking. The first day back from school I've got 5 majour deadlines & two quizes.Yes, I said it, on the FIRST day back. I feel so so so stressed out, I honestly want to curl up and cry. But I cant even do that, because I wont have time to finish my english assigment thats due tomorrow. This is true, and I told my parents this, I do more work in one day of my week than they do an entire week at work. I never have anyone to rant to, because everyone else I know is on the same boat with me. I generally dont have anyone to talk to because everyone comes to me for advice etc, so they dont expect me to turn to them. I've tried, but it useless. Usually at times like this, I think of something I can look forward to to motivate myself, but at the moment, I'm blank on ideas.

Today was a meh-ish day for me. I would like to think that I've had better days, or worse. Well, I like looking over little things I'm thankful for to make myself feel better. First of all, I'm thankful I'm not Kanye West, who recently spent some quality time in jail. I'm sure it was tons of fun, but dude, they dont have bathrooms there. Yeah, I'm stating the obvious, but people always stress the crappy food in prison. Hey, I've seen Dean (from Supernatural) douse down a prison meal, it didnt seem too bad. I'm also thankful for all this music I got a hold of this weekend. Whenever I discover a new band and download new tracks, my inner Brit is calling out "Cheers" to the other personalities trapped in my body.

What I really like is how sometimes you'd do something simple for someone, then suddenly a while later their thanking you for changing their life. Simple things, that you think wont really matter, make a huge difference. For a while, you're smiling, they're smiling, and the whole world suddenly feels safe. Its beautiful.

Okay here is some television review I've been delaying:

90210:

Okay, well I watched the first episode, because I was expecting it to kick Gossip Girl's ass. And the premier ratings did. To be honest, I was being really patient throughout the whole episode. I was really waiting to watch Tilly and The Wall perform The second episode...Weeelll....I stopped watching half way through. I did watch the third episode this week though, it was lame.

Gossip Girl:

The premier bombed. Not only was it really predictable, it was also filled with stupid mistakes and unrealistic events. But the second episode completely whipped last week's mishap of an episode.

The most recent movies I've watched were Heathers and A Scanner Darkly. I'd review, but I'm lazy and flooded with school work.

Track of the day is: Their Cell- Girl in a Coma