I assume you're a teenager... ? If so, I sometimes felt the way you did when I was a kid. The fact it even bothers you that you feel this way says more about yourself than you know, and it shows you care. Maybe your existence means more than you think...

Most people feel that way one day or another in their lives.

I'll tell you on think. None of us is "necessary" to the world. The world doesn't care if we exist or not. So why do WE care what it thinks?

Now there are your family, your friends (even you GS friends that like you enough for answering you blob ). They care of you, and that"s why you should care of them.

And know something? You are necessary for them. Who cares of the world. They are the ones that matter, and for them you're extremely necessary.

I'm incredibly sorry you're feeling this way ... You know, there's nothing wrong with visiting a psychiatrist or social worker. It is always good to talk to someone. I felt similar last year and I actually was talking to some people about it, eventually a doctor and I was put on medication. I follow up regularly every three months or so and I'm doing better than I have in a long time. I'd just recommend it a lot. Just take each day, one day at a time -- and always look to what you can for the future. Things will get better.

Rent and watch "It's a Wonderful Life".

I don't think we've met yo but here's a little motivation:

Sometimes if you want to feel loved you have to love others. Loving your parents is good, but go beyond the mold and also do what they say. Make it a fuller expression of your love and concern for them. However the first place you should start is by loving yourself. Be happy with who you are Go out more and be adventurous and productive. Sometimes, with the internet and vidya games and all that we tend to lose track of our own actual role in the real world. Believe me, I've felt this, but then I decide I'm going to work out more. I'm going to get a job I like and can feel enthusiastic for. In other words I decide to put more stake in my actual life then the life I lead with screen-names and avatars. I mean all of this has its place but in order to more fully care about others we have to get our own life in order. I'm not saying you're a bad person. I'm just recommending this as a way of getting out of the dumps because man, we all care about you

I've often had the feeling, but give it time and enjoy life around you and it will eventually blow over. Watching "The Shawshank Redemption" wouldn't hurt either. That movie never ceases to amaze me.