I don't wanna sound bitter but y do people have to be coupled with someone. I guess I wouldn't understand b/c I never been in a relationship. I'm 14 yrs old n' many people would be shocked."You've never had a bf b4?" "You've never had a bf b4?" Um no, but is that really a bad thing? I've got nothing against happy couple esp. if they r young. I'm just uncertain as 2 y people think that someone in my situation is odd. And that makes me think that maybe sumthing is wrong w/me. Am I not pretty enough? Smart enough? Wat about funny enough? So after many MONTHS of driving myself crazy I've come 2 the conclusion that I'm perfectly fine and don't need a boy 2 increase my self-esteem. I still can't help but wonder when the hell I'll get a boyfriend (that my parents like). Probably never since my dad does not want 2 see me w/anyone. (lol). I hope my first blog was okay! ~Niki