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Friday, Aug 8, 2008

Just how i feel...

Ironic how i can relate my real life to a game... Anyway, this is how i'm feeling now.

I know i've actually abandoned my post and neglected some unions and other internet activities.
(I actually haven't switched on my computer for the past 5 days)

But it's because of personal matters i don't wish to talk about. I'm sorry i had been gone, and i will still be, until i straighten out my life (or my thinking) again.

I'm still trying to fix things at my end, and am trying to keep focused ahead. Fix? Hmm.. i dont' think it can be fixed. I think i just have to change my thinking...

I just hope I can get over it soon. I want to go back to my old self too, on that point. I don't like how i'm behaving now either. I want to get back to post on GS again and i want to... just... return.

Not that i'm busy with something else, in fact, i don't even know what i'm doing. I spent the whole of my yesterday crouching in my bed thinking of what i'm supposed to do. I could have spent those time gaming or something, ya? hmm... What on EARTH am i doing? uuuuhhh...

haha~ I just laughed lol... It could be a good sign.

Category: General
Posted by kinetic-core, 1:18am
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Well hope you sort out this soon, and you are back before I get back from my holiday
Posted Aug 8, 2008 2:51 am PT
Kong si mi?

Piang, job too damn sian? chut pattern oreddy.

mebbe need s.b.s. rest, la.

laughing means happy again.

will light joss stick.

hope now you can laugh a little more.

Life sometimes gets to be a little much and you have to take a break so you can catch your breaths. Maybe a little time is what you need.
Posted Aug 8, 2008 3:12 am PT
I'm sorry to hear that. I hope everything works out for you! We will miss you on here! I can't wait for you to get back. Remember, Sephiroth will be waiting for your return to the SEE.
Posted Aug 8, 2008 6:53 am PT
Well ... sometimes we need those times of thinking, its the wya we realize wat are we doing and wat we want for the future

Dont be too hard on yourself, and enjoy every moment, even if it means to "rest" of yourself
Posted Aug 8, 2008 7:07 am PT
O my favourite feathery friend, I know you know this but I LUVS ya, and whatever you need to do to get better, you do And ya, laughter is a really good sign, in fact - do it more! You'll feel much better!

'n i don't know that iowastate character there, but i do know what a joss stick is LOL, hehe....
Posted Aug 8, 2008 9:20 am PT
Heh, I've been thinking for the past 2 years on what I should do with myself ^^; But I hope you feel better about yourself soon *hugs*
Posted Aug 8, 2008 9:22 am PT
it sounds like you are trying to resolve your issues, so hopefully you succeed.
Posted Aug 8, 2008 12:45 pm PT
Doh, we all have bad times. Sometimes there are things in life that deprive your good old self and you'll wind in a bad mood.

DO what I told fs_metal to do before he got banned. EXERCISE! It's so healthy, you'll feel alot more relaxed and calm afterwards. I.e. Cardio work. Just go for a jog.
Posted Aug 8, 2008 12:59 pm PT
These moments will define your life/destiny/reincarnation/existence/dream or however you want to call them/believe them forever. I don't wanna pressure you but it is now that you'll set the basic thoughts in your subconcious so you'll follow them for a long time to come in your life. Just think about how would you like to live and be very ambitious, this life craves the hunger. Just think like me: "I'm gonna be a good-person-millionaire". To say the truth, I have only a hint of how I'm going to achieve it, nothing serious. But I'll tell you the day I'll achieve my dream and I hope you'll also tell me when you've achieved yours. If you're depressed just remember we all feel that way at somepoint in our lives, it's just that is up to us to ease the pain by meditating and remembering good moments, wich is what you're doing I suppose.

If you're suffering for love, remember that time heals any kind of love on earth. It hurts but you'll get healed believe me.

If you don't get to see your life the way it was, while you relate the real life to a game (principle of artificial intelligence), it's just a sign of a mature human being. Maybe you're starting to see the world in a different way.

Whatever it is you did (I think I know but I can't post it if I'm not 100% sure right?), just stand straight towards life. Life continues for you and for all your lovely ones so make us a favor and give the world your best shot ok?
Posted Aug 11, 2008 12:09 am PT
just wanted to throw in another hug here *HUGS* there, just cause i can LOL
Posted Aug 12, 2008 12:33 pm PT
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