Just how i feel...
Ironic how i can relate my real life to a game... Anyway, this is how i'm feeling now.
I know i've actually abandoned my post and neglected some unions and other internet activities.
(I actually haven't switched on my computer for the past 5 days)
But it's because of personal matters i don't wish to talk about. I'm sorry i had been gone, and i will still be, until i straighten out my life (or my thinking) again.
I'm still trying to fix things at my end, and am trying to keep focused ahead. Fix? Hmm.. i dont' think it can be fixed. I think i just have to change my thinking...
I just hope I can get over it soon. I want to go back to my old self too, on that point. I don't like how i'm behaving now either. I want to get back to post on GS again and i want to... just... return.
Not that i'm busy with something else, in fact, i don't even know what i'm doing. I spent the whole of my yesterday crouching in my bed thinking of what i'm supposed to do. I could have spent those time gaming or something, ya? hmm... What on EARTH am i doing? uuuuhhh...
haha~ I just laughed
lol... It could be a good sign.
Comments
Piang, job too damn sian? chut pattern oreddy.
mebbe need s.b.s. rest, la.
laughing means happy again.
will light joss stick.
hope now you can laugh a little more.
Life sometimes gets to be a little much and you have to take a break so you can catch your breaths. Maybe a little time is what you need.
Dont be too hard on yourself,
'n i don't know that iowastate character there, but i do know what a joss stick is LOL, hehe....
DO what I told fs_metal to do before he got banned. EXERCISE! It's so healthy, you'll feel alot more relaxed and calm afterwards. I.e. Cardio work. Just go for a jog.
If you're suffering for love, remember that time heals any kind of love on earth. It hurts but you'll get healed believe me.
If you don't get to see your life the way it was, while you relate the real life to a game (principle of artificial intelligence), it's just a sign of a mature human being. Maybe you're starting to see the world in a different way.
Whatever it is you did (I think I know but I can't post it if I'm not 100% sure right?), just stand straight towards life. Life continues for you and for all your lovely ones so make us a favor and give the world your best shot ok?
johngebreadman