For me... that is...

WHY DON'T I EVER GET THINGS THE WAY I WANT!?!?!!!

Ok, i've considered getting a PS3 because of FFXIII and MGS, but Infinite Undiscovery and other games were the stumbling blocks that made me decide i must get both the ps3 and the xbox 360.

And then WHAM! Msoft says FFXIII will also go on the 360!! YAY! For a moment, i swayed to buy a 360 immediately, what with the price drop and everything... but then, i checked my RSS feed from Square Enix. It says "FFXIII Official Site Opens". And i happily went to check out that site, oh sure there was a nice trailer there too... I saw something there... in font size 8. Then i finished the trailer and large bold words say:

" 対応機種 日本 PLAYSTATION 3 "
For PlayStation 3 ONLY in Japan

I say... Great... JUST great... Things remain the same for me... NOTHING ever changes! No way can i wait for a NA version of FFXIII. EVERYONE knows i always get the first release first hand, that's a definite answer for every single Final Fantasy game in my life. Unless SE decides on a worldwide release of FFXIII for the ps3 and the 360, which i highly doubt so, i would still have to get a ps3 for this fantastic game.

So much for a PS3 port for the 360... that's something unheard of yet... but SE is making it happen, eh?

ugh... But I still love my job.

Am so totally pissed towards the end of my work day today. Some end-user just decided not to do something simply because "it" (i say it, because i refuse to think of them as respectable human beings) is unable to trust another department/section of the corporation.

And for some reason, me being totally greenhorn on this job and the ignoranceof things that i am supposed to and not supposed to do, "it" decided to lodge a complaint directly to my boss!

Of course, i wasn't in the wrong, nor was "it", and my boss didn't scold me or anything, just kindly advised me like how a mentor should do to a new girl at a new job. In fact, nobody was in the wrong.

I'm just FREAKING PISSED OFF at how someone can't trust someone else working in the same corporation to let them do things the RIGHT way. "It" is just being paranoid! And then, with me trying to reassure that "it" CAN trust "its" own coporation's colleagues, "it" takes it as something like "I didn't respect their wishes by doing what they want".

But hey, i'm going to take it as a real adult and will still do what "it" wants, after all, it is part of my job to make "it" happy. I respect my boss as well, and will do what he says which literally translates to "some people are like that... but our job is just to keep 'em happy! Good luck!"

But then, i SWEAR i won't let "it" get the better of me if "it" decides to do anything that belittles my pride or dignity as a human or a TRUSTED employee of the corporation. For "it", i am still not obliged to take "it" as a respectable being of the human species.

(just want to scream now, but i don't want to take my bad mood from work back to my home and family. AHHHHH!!! So i screamed here. Sorry for the rant. )

I'm back to square one...

I seriously don't know where my two months worth of salary was spent on. As some might already know, i started working about 3 months ago, and when i checked my balance at the end of my 2nd month, i realized i might have not saved a single cent at all!! It was the exact same (a little higher, by a few ten bucks) figures i checked before i got my first pay slip!

Honestly, i've only spent on ONE game, and that was Guild Wars: Eye of the North.

But then, being such a glutton like myself, there is a very strong possibility i might have spent most of my money on good food.

Hmm... Oh great, no money saved, but i gained something: Weight.