Hey.

Just popping back in (Damn I sounded sooo British then....just because I am British doesn't mean I have to sound British....that made no sense, but keep moving on...lol ) to see how people were doing, and to write, and gloat, on what I think is going to be a good life (Yeah, because I can be like that...all egotistical and stuff).

I'm going to be starting boxing next week, and I can't wait. It's going to be the best. I've always liked watching people boxing, but now I'm going to be actually doing it. I was going to be starting tomorrow, but you see, we're getting new kittens, and to help them fit in, I'm going to say to wait till next week. I can NOT wait, I'm sounding all hyperactive about it and all. I hardly ever do that about some sort of physical activity, the closest I get to physical is writing, stories fanfiction, you know the movement of the fingers has to do something to you, I've noticed my fingers are thiner anyway......

So onto happy questions about you guys....

like last time...

Are you guys alright?

Been having fun lately?

Seen any good movies?

I think now though I'm going to destroy my bubble of happiness myself, and go to sad stuff that's been happeneing to be over the what...past year...or so. Yeah about a year, thinking back. You see what a lack of Danny Phantom does to you? They cancel it on Nicktoons and now this is where it gets me. Though I do have Naruto now...but you know, it's not Danny Phantom...still haven't gotten over it yet....

OKay so, about a year ago, my Best Friend (Yes...we're still friends...something which lots of people question after what happened) Jordan, said that she had had an abortion, right, and we didn't believe her, because the story kept changing with her, so a couple of weeks later, we (Sophie, Bethan and Me (all, NOT friends anymore...strange isn't it?)) started a fight with her, saying stuff she was sick and twisted because of what she said, never asking the reasons to why she had said something like that, well I guess none of us actually thought of it at the time. But it was a huge argument, and it did actually get into a fist fight between Sophie and Jordan, and though at the time I never mentioned it, I really stopped and thought about what was going on at the time. And I didn't like what I was seeing, and being me, I have no confidence in the real world to stand up for myself until now, I've leart that now, but at the time, I was too scared to voice my opinion. And the fight carried on, until we got an admitance from Jordan saying we were right, she was lying.

But you see that leads me to where I am today, Jordan, Cerys and I (Cerys wouldn't take sides, which I should have done) are the best of friends, and sometimes I do believe what she said was true about her having an abortion, and all the stuff she said, because to me lately, she doesn't seem like the kind of person that would lie, but that's not the main problem.

Since the argument, Sophie, she hadn't been acting the same, she was starting to get bossier than she always was, and more snappy, and you say you said something against her, she would snap at you and say that you were wrong and wouldn't stop until you admitted she was right. Like for instance, she hates the fact that I like to write, and from what my friends tell me, that I'm really good at it. And she doesn't like it, like you say something to her about my writing, and she snaps at you for mentioning it, or would completly ignore you. It's been like that, and then when I started hanging out more with Cerys and Jordan, she accused Cerys of stealing me away, when it wasn't really Cerys, and if I have to be really honest she was pushing me away, and I was finding better friends in Jordan and Cerys, and that ended up in another argument, just one not as big as the one with Jordan. And then she started acting like nothing had happened between us. And was acting all friendly for a while and then she went back to being snappy, and started calling Jordan names behind her back, so Cerys and I started standing up for Jordan, and she didn't like it at all, so Cerys, Jordan and I started avoiding her, not weanting anything to do with her, so then, another arguement started up. And she said to us, because my other -friend-who's-not-a-friend was being mean, and then nice, mean-nice all the time, and we said we couldn't deal with it, so she said to us that we were avoiding Sophie, because we didn't like Bethan (the girl who kept changing her mind on whether to be nice or mean) who Sophie had been hanging around with almost all the time. But we got that sorted out, and things went back to the avoiding thing, but I think Sophie understands why this time. But now, we're going to be going back to school next week (a week today) and I don't know how she's going to act, we haven't met up all holiday, and I've said a maximum of 6 words to her all holiday. I didn't want to know, not that she has made any attempt to start a conversation with us anyway....

But that's the situation, but adive on this is welcomed. Anything, even if it's something just to raise the spirits again, because I have a really bad feeling about school this year, that something big is going to happen, and here will probably be the first place I'll update, or my livjournal, which I update more than here, my live journal is narutoxxrocksxx.livejournal.com you probaby have some of my fanfiction placed randomly around it, but ignore that, most of the stuff that's happaned is on there....