You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close
Jon Mclaughlin
So Close lyrics
:RANT WARNING:
I haven't been active because I'm going to be kicked out of my own home, been trying to finish school, and have been preparing to finish RPG updates, chapters, and other things.
When I finished my RPG update, I found the thread locked. PM'ed the editor. He said he won't unlock it. For a while, apparently. I tried being respectful; succeeded, but I freakin hate being respectful to people who won't even consider something. Sixteen year old's can suck. I should know; I was one (still a teen, but whatever).
To top it all off, my father said I'm no longer wanted, and both my parents called me evil to my face for accidentally (no joke) falling on my sister's balloon and popping it. The freaking ten year old cried and screamed to the top of her lungs (and she's always been the "angel" of the family and the most loved). So naturally, I'm the horrible big sister who is now pegged as "cold-hearted", "evil", "bully" and a number of other things I tried to ignore.
It's not the fact that they called me evil, it's the fact they called me that KNOWING I'm not. When my father said I didn't care that my sister was crying over that stupid balloon, I simply shot back: "You're not any different, you know." He merely answered: "You know what, I don't care how you feel. And why should I?" I was caught off guard and yelled back: "Because I'm your daughter too!"
He didn't care.
I guess I could learn from the best, huh?
Sink down to his pathetic level.
I had to buy her a whole big bag of balloons with my own money.
But I'm sure people go through much more horrible things than me.
So I'll shut up now.
:RANT OVER:
So if you read all that, wow, I'm impressed.
But since you did (or didn't, it doesn't really matter) I want you to give a rant about something going on in your life right now. Use false names to replace the real ones; make it as long as you want. It doesn't matter; just give the rant.
Complain about anything you want.
A little side note, I got an Itachi and Kisame poster. Yeah...now I can drool over them anytime I want...
Comments
plus suspensions. It's crazy.
i know what you mean about everyone else being 'angels'. its muchos annoying
Threads are being locked left and right (some threads that exceeded their life expectancy did need to be locked, but then I started seeing ones I didn't expect), and unfortunately editors can do whatever they want (which kind of disturbs me)
As for your sister, playing the victim card too many times is going to backfire in society.
Being evil isn't that bad because we are all "naturally wicked", which is an enlightenment idea that Thomas Hobbes stated. Interesting thing...He said governments are there to keep our wickedness restrained. Sorry, that's my summer school student side speaking...Anyways, I'm evil to in a way, so don't feel bad if they call you evil. You can always turn to tv[dot]com for comfort.
My rant, just for having an excuse to rant, is that all my so called friends appear to hate me. And what really bugs me is I have no idea why. I mean, sure we all have our moments of backstabbing **** and I've had really bad turns in the past but I'm trying not to be so horrible lately. It's really quite...horrible.
But yeah, enough about my problems on your blog.
I hope you work it out with your family; you haven't done anything wrong.
Revolt against your government (Father) because he doesn't treat his people (You) with the respect they (You) deserve. If there's one thing I learned in World History it's this:When your government is bad...revolution!
But as for me, I have quite a few things to rant about but I'll narrow it down to just one thing. I'm tired of being neglected. You know I can take being hated, despised, envied, and loved but being neglected is far too demeaning to handle. thats what you get when you are the fifth or seventh wheel every time you go out. I guess in the end its my fault.
Yikes... Life just ain't easy, is it?
Sorry I've been gone awhile, it's getting little hard to get to a computer with Intrnet access nowadays...
And... What was that about the RPG?
Sorry things have gone to crap central for you.
TheLightSpirit
*Hugs 100000000000 times*
~Anny