I just don't know..........I just feel so left out.....
Two days ago, I just had an early Christmas celebration from my school, but I didn't have a mood to quite enjoy it. I just felt there's something on my mind.....something very deep that I may be able to figure and recover during my Chirstmas break.....some people that I like and some people that I don't like.....It's really bothering me....ever since that Friday...there is deep, deep story in betweenmany people....many, many love stories. It was about a year ago this girl who broke up with a another guy....and he was so upset.......who knows what exactly is on her mind??.......then that guy still didn't gave up on her.....after giving surprises....buying gifts.....love letters.....he became mad.......not until Friday.....he cried when he thought he falied to give his Christams present to her. By seeing on how he is, I didn't realy know what quite happened afterwards when she hugged him and accepeted the present finally.......
And yet........I just didn't know why most of my friends cried for something that I didn't know.....it's not like friends cry and share their pain together.....how can crying actually solve a problem?It's reasonable on how sometimes you cry, but not all the.....when crying.....at least think of a way to solve it.......when sad things happens
"Why is everyone addicted to the drama?"
...I know there's loners and popular people in my class. I know this guy who refused to join with us nineth graders and decided to get along with the tenth graders..........I felt really hated by some people......most people don't even seem to smile at me when they usually did.....I thought they were a part of my friends there was something I can't really express....and it's very uncomfortable........this Christmas is so cold....I can feel it.......where is the love?
"...there is always a boundary between the people I hate, a very close boundary that I can't get away with it.........I can't overcome seven people..."
On the other hand, it was quite scary when I recieved a phone call of someone that I didn't even quite know who had a little "chat" with me on the phone.......I felt like I was stalked........he knew exactly what I did at school and said that I looked pretty.....quite freaky....but that happened a couple of weeks ago......
Its also about time I get my Christams present.....I was able to draft a Wii and a Xbox 360 from my parents. However, I've never thought of even playing with the Wii....especially it was free....what do I have to do it when I already have another console?!.......at least I can still smile......
a friend of mine made this for me...
From what I've read from Gamespot, I've learned some of those games DON'T INCLUDE MUCH OF FPS, anyways...........I've had enough of fps, it's time for me to try something else. Rpgs???Strategies???MMORPGs???(all on pc)
I just don't have a great PC!!!!!!
I am trying to buy a new game on the shop........what are your recommendations?
Almost everyday I recieve mails from people.....well....classmates sending me mails and some "fans"that..................but I know I am same as many girls here.....I guess it's a bit awkward to recieve messages all week from Gamespot that appeared as "hey" "hi"......but that's fine for me.....another day though
Keep your contacts!!!
Another news......
Most of the time I am just too busy of myself........not much time to come online and some posts or comments.......and its the reason why I cannot comment on each one of you and your every blogs.....
I am really sorry.....too many people to really care for......but at least I can try my best to put a comment....well......
..though it is summer vacation....happy times always flies....sigh.....anyways........a sunny day today....
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Some videos for the WWE fans
just bored..............................................only to many of those who haven't seem them....fans might know more about them and understand it....
An election video........of DX....not just a regular election video....it's a "LOL"......a little too much
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vXrjfLgS5us
Raw segment videos of DX last week (Shawn Michaels and Triple H)as Mr. Mcmahon and Shane Mcmahon....bit censored......funny
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i03Zv3vX9cU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVABQxUPFgU
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