I'm depressed T^T

I put this under the "Rant" category just because it was a little rantish, but it won't be too bad... Anyway, I've been feeling down lately and I don't know why. Like, I guess there a bunch of possible reasons, but I can exactly figure out which one is affecting me or how it's affecting me. I like someone who probably doesn't like me back, and if they do I'll never get the opportunity to ask them! I really just need to take hold of the reigns and just go for it! But it's hard ;.; It's also getting close to summer vacation, and of course that saddens me. WHY THOUGH???? I shouldn't be sad about that! I guess it's because I'll miss my friends and I'm horrible at keeping in touch w/people... I'm such a loser ;.; Well, I guess that's it... OWATE I'm also going to Spain, and I'm freaking nervous. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME???? T^T^T^T AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I need to record some music... But I can't ;_______________________________________________; Ugh... bye.