I've been thinking about this a lot in my so-called "off-time", and now
I wonder: why must we continue going through the motions of this
so-called urban life cycle we've been subject to for the past 100 years
or so (in the western world at least, and even in the eastern world it
is starting to conform to this cycle). But I must ask: what is the
point? I mean, most people have enough problems just breathing,
exercising, and staying healthy (and many people can't even do just
that), but why must be have this whole education and work system
imposed on us? The kids sure aren't liking it and those conservatives
they're putting in this sector are doing a really good job at poisoning
everyone's mind. But I still ask, why can't it be another way? I don't
see the squirrels or the fish going to school and having to do a lot of
unnatural work. Those birds aren't putting in 40 hours a week and being
afraid of their superiors. But even more so, why do so many people who
hate having families and end up wanting it even so, despite the fact
that it all usually ends up being unhappy. I mean, I can understand
that we are still animals and reproducing is our driving instinct all
throughout life, even though we are hardly aware of it half the time.
But I mean, why would you want to conform to all of that if you're
going to end up hating it anyway? Those divorce rates nowadays sure
have to mean something. I alone know of personally at least 3 couples
that have had hard divorces situations and that's just me in my small
world. But why don't people ever even think about what they are doing?
Why do they even go through all the trouble of working,  having a
family, just so their offspring could do the same thing in an ever
increasingly more subliminal way? Why are people so protective of their
own genes if they can't even be happy with what their genes gave them
in life? Now, I may be looking at the world through my still innocent
eyes, but trust me: I know exactly what has been going on and I'm not
liking one bit of it. So if this system is everything that I think (and
almost certainly know it is), then I'm afraid I can never be a part of
it. I'm just going to have to escape and fallout.