my dog, Susie Q is dying. how is she dying?

if you have read Stephanie Meyer's Breaking Dawn, u'd know a human girl, Bella married a vampire and got pregnant by him.

the pregnancy was miserable= the half-vampire baby sucked her momma's body dry. the bigger her tummy got, the boneyer the rest got. unlike Bella, the end result is not a beautiful little girl and the happy life as in a vampire family.

Susie is gonna die. she's not pregnant, she has heart worms. her organs are failing, her tummy is getting bigger while her face and wittle legs (she's a small dog) get weaker. they're shaky and its scary.

i didn't like Bella getting pregnant then i did for twilight-fan reason i don't need to start w/. i've had Susie Q for 11 years... she's a wennie dog/ golden retreiver...they're know to get cancer(labs are)... .

..Susie has big brown eyes too...

i think my doggy is dieing, she makes these gagging sounds but nothings coming out...my mom did say she had to wipe a red mess up...Susie Q is gonna croak...funny, i named her after a ghost movie

i was never a good owner, i didn't teach her fetch or any tricks...i've had her 11 years...held her when she was a puppy and i was in kindergarden...she's a foolish old dog and its my flaut...i am a bit relieved on the myth of "all dogs go to heaven"

my mom couldn't care less )she never liked dogs, she'd buy/give her food but that's as far as she'd go)...dad thinks its sad but his greif isn't that deep...cupacake doesn't know but i think she'd pitty the pup and blame me for not loving her enough...a tiny bit says to me she's mad that all 'her' pets died too soon compared to mine

was that luck or because i feed & cleaned them more?

this could all be a big overreaction but her choking sounds are really really awful